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think of me,
think of me fondly, when we've said goodbye. remember me once in a while - please promise me you'll try. -phantom of the opera; thinkk of me sighh schs startingg real soon. havingg phobia. shall meet hn tmr to get some workk done at gardens. haha. and also to read up on my earthquake notes to betta understand the 8.9 earthquake in indo. OKAE stopp rollingg your eyes pls. im bored larr. a soulmate in exchange for a lifetime's solitude its the third dayy of christmas and my true love sent to me, three French hens, two turtle doves, and a partridge in a pear tree!! haha its the 12 days of christmas songg. :) hmms supposed to go sentosa wit class ppl todayy. but michh's mom dint allowed her to go cos of the possible attackks of tsunami. haha. and so i dont feel like goingg too. plus there's like gonna be soooo many strangers from teetwentyone. aiys i dont exactly like strangers larr. so yea. haha. wanted to meet michh at east coast parkk for macs breakfast and some bikingg lessons instead. WOW. i was awaken by her phone call instead. haha. cancelled the bikingg session and met her at parkkwayy to play time crisis at the arcade. haha. uber funn! :) walked to katongg to meet leen and desmondd for laksa. WOW! romanticc inseparable couple. hafta meet then come tog somemore. shld've told em to take 16 instead. cos the journey longerr then they can romance eachh otherrr longerr. hahahaha. :) hmms then hanged arnd at parkwayy while waitingg for joyce and ervin. now you see how insignificant i'll be againn. wahh never felt so extra beforee larr. sighh. then headed down to east coast parkk. YAY! i BLADE-D! im as good as a sucker at bladingg. learnt a lil only when i was primary six. and i stopped bladingg. haha. and so the uber pro joyce sorta taught me larr. wit leen as support. hadd a grreat time bladingg wit em. :D its like even moree funn then loiteringg in town lorr. hmms then it started to rain and we decided to let ervin and des dragg us alongg so that we can reachh the rental place on timee. WAHH the rain is damn bigg. we got like damn drenched. BUT we also had the BEST funn ever. :D shall go backk soon. yay. hah. hmms then we bought a deckk of cards, courtesy of mr ho, to playy bridge. played a lil bridge on the beach then ran arnd like some maddies and finally, like exhausted kids, we decided to leave. haha. left for parkwayy againn for dinner. wahh like i suddenly realised theres this super nice bread they're sellingg at parkkway. hahah. leen bought like FIVE?! best lorr she. haha. twas home after that larr. wot a tiringg dayy. if not for the rainn we could've enjoyed muchh more and longerr larr. ahhas. for now its gonna be a nose dipp straight rite into the snuggly depth of my bed. CIAO.
woooot! its christmas! like WOW. haha. leen literally woke me up wit a phone call againn. haha. its like twice this wkk alr i thinkk. i so wanta slp larr. zzzzz. met leen joyce ervin and desmondd for phantom of the opera. like how extra cann i get? UBER EXTRA larr. zzzzz. hmms the movie was not badd. ratherr draggy and all. its musical afterall rite? so yea. but i like i realised the ancient love stories are tragical. first we have romeo and juliet. then now this. sighhh. its a lil like moulin rouge larr. but more boringg cos maybe its based on the actual drama or sth. so yea. oh wells. anywae received a combined present frm LEEN AND DESMOND. how romanticc can theyy get? haha. :)
everyone sorta left home after the movie. zzzzzz. thinkk i was pmsingg larr. dint really feel like talkin. wahh town's friggin PACKED. you findd like a grreat variety of ppl there mans. lido ticketing queue is like all the wayy to the popcorn sales there? this yr's lightinggs and deco in town aint that grreat larr. uhh shakin trees and still shakin trees. EVERYONE is like armed wit cameras and takingg pics wit the shakin tree? goshh. i conclude singaporeans only go town on christmas day. and ALL the bus stops were flooded. wahh okae i admit hate crowds. zzzzzzz. oh wells dippin into my snuggly bedd soon. sooo tiredd. yay my marquee html skills have yet to fail me. :) sighhs its christmas and im rottin at home. yay literally rottin. but the teevee had been good. showingg nice shows. so maybe i'll jus be couch potato for this one day. my mom's got a PRIMARY sch reunion gatheringg tmr. how cool. sighhs jealous. im home and shes out. wooot. and i thinkk shes borrowingg my skirt. haha. oh wells. IM POTATO COUCHINGG TMR. dont stop me. :) some short recaps. met leen joyce dogg and chingyu at ps on wed. then wanted to catch a moviee but we dint in the end larr. timinggs screwed and there werent nice flicks. so yea. hanged arnd and talked lotsa rubbish. all the DASAO shit larr. its trashy but funnie. haha. yucheng came to meet us at taka. then the girls tagged alongg to chingyu's farewell organised by the bball girls. hahas yea. cos the cheapo us decided to have free food and hopefully DASAO wont whack us up. aiys of cos she wont larr. theres chingyu and dogg. ahha. she'll be more than happy to serve the good frens of her beloved. :) haha if dogg sees this he so gonna kill me. hmms and so we ended up at east coast parkk. haha. wahh i swear the crowd there was patheticc larr. wot kinda farewell was that. ONLY the bball girl and the three jokers we went wit and two more guys. WOW. haha. all pangseh chingyu. poor thingg. played bridge and wenta get our own food. hanged arnd. then leen joyce and me start screamingg and playingg catchingg on the beach. aha. was uber high larr. kept helpingg the guys to confess their undyingg love for the DASAO. haha. hurreh thank us lehh. :) yepp. too badd we were wearingg skirts larr. but we're goingg backk to east coast parkk on mond!! yays. :) was readingg this article on suicide somewhere. apparently one of the motivation behind suicide is to be MANIPULATIVE. so now i noe that freakkingg eminem rawks my lil pair of socks. :) wheeeee. jus bought the encore album. been addicted to the trackk toy soldiers. :) tryingg to like the rest of the album too. haha. but i thot the eminem show was betta. oh wells.laaaduppeeeduppp! eminem has this magic that will make ur head go thup thup thup when you listen to his raps. haha.
fwah. slept for 15 hours larr! the most in my entire life. i rmb the previous time i slept for so long was after the st nicks food and funn fair. the really major one. then i fall sickk after sleepin too much. haha. but now guess its the training larr. dunnoe. had lotsa dreams throughout my sleep. like on-off kinda thingg larr. oh wells. i hardly dream anywae. hmms gonna write christmas cards really soon. like finally the lazy me is tryingg to get my ass down for some uhh work. yea.
ryan cabrera; true
i wont talk i wont breathe i wont move till you finally see that you belong with me you might think i dont look but deep inside in the corner of my mind im attached to you im weak its true cos im afraid to know the answer do you want me too? cos my heart keeps falling faster i've waited all my life to cross this line to the only thing thats true so i will not hide its time to try anything to be with you all my life i've waited this is true you dont know what you do everytime you walk into the room im afraid to move im weak its true im just scared to know the ending do you see me too? do you even know you met me? i've waited all my life to cross this line to the only thing thats true so I will not hide its time to try anything to be with you all my life i've waited this is true i LOVE town. IM LOVIN IT. sense the sacarsm? haha. waddahell lar. towned for 6 consecutive days. monday to saturday. BEAMS. how funn. lemme see. LAN wit the class peeps after training on monday. training was rather slackk larr. as usual. then met joyce chingyu and yucheng on tuesday for dinner. yes. all the way to town for a meal. yay. me and joyce had subwayy while waitingg for the guys. then they wenta eat at crystal jade. a whooping load of food i swear lar. both had lamian and fried rice. all at one go. hahas. hmms then on wednesday met michelle at parkwayy early in the morning to have macs breakfast! :) YAY! cancelled our bladingg session at east coast parkk due to unforseen circumstances. like jez beingg too lazy to come last min. zzzzz. then the both of us start planning a LAN-ing session. haha. and so i followed her home to change outta her tee and shorts then took bus 14 to town. LAN-ned for awhile before leavingg wit leen and joyce. hanged arnd. had macs for dinner. yes macs again. the macs open space at centrepoint is not badd! nice place to chill when the weather is not stuffy and humid. haha. joyce shopped for a special present before we left for home. sighhs that girl arhh. time to make some tough decision yea. hopefully she can persevere thru this fucked-up period. yepp. anywae on a lighter note. mr desmond ho is a funnie fella. or rather he tried to be funnie. used yucheng's phone to msg me a 'Hi'. say wat i shouldnt reject yucheng since he made the first move. and i'll definitely regret it. funnie fella arhh. met des shichi yk and tzewei on thurs to celebrate the class baby's bdae. uhh shichi larr. haha. like finally hes turned 17. mellr's like at phuket enjoyingg and leave me alone wit the guys. hrrrmpph. bought him a zippo wit 'famous five' engraved on it. nice rite? :) had long johns for lunch then pooled at cine. decided to leave the place and chill while playingg daidee. and so we left for taka. des left for workk and the rest of us played daidee arnd taka. yay won 4 bucks in jus my second round. haha. :) left for home arnd eveningg time. training on fridae morningg againn. was qt slackk! ran like 5 rounds then did some weights. yupp. eeeeks! that blardie bitchy teacher was there larr. jus suddenly pop out. wot a turn-off. zzzzz. rushed home to change and left for dental. BLARDIE HELL! twas freakingg crowded that day. and even tho i was an hr early they only attend to me an hr later. so yea. i rushed for NOTHING. pissimo! haha. zzzzzz. met hn to shopp at bugis. haha. walked arnd then wenta town to continue shoppingg for awhile. wenta a 'forbidden place'. haha. and YAY i bought a bagg! the more i see it the more i like it! and i was convinced by hn to buy it initially larr. ahha. yay happy. :) hmms supposed to meet leen todayy to catch national treasure but called it off last min. was too lazy to meet so early larr. so i met joyce and chingyu in the eveningg to watch oceans 12. woooot. not badd! tho some parts were rather boringg. at least i understood most of the plot. haha. uhh then had dinner at the food court and left for home. yupp. towned for 6 consecutive days. sweet shit. for now im tired. after sucha longg entryy too. haha. shall plop onto my bed and cruise thru dreamland real soon. -yawns- yupps. laters.
patti smyth and don henley; sometimes love just aint enough
now, i dont want to lose you, but i dont want to use you just to have somebody by my side. and i dont want to hate you, i dont want to take you, but i dont want to be the one to cry. and that dont really matter to anyone anymore. but like a fool i keep losing my place and i keep seeing you walk through that door. CHROUS but there's a danger in loving somebody too much, and it's sad when you know it's your heart you cant trust. there's a reason why people dont stay where they are. baby, sometimes, love just aint enough. now, i could never change you, i dont want to blame you. baby, you dont have to take the fall. yes, i may have hurt you, but i did not desert you. maybe i just want to have it all. it makes a sound like thunder, it makes me feel like rain. and like a fool who will never see the truth, i keep thinking something's gonna change. CHORUS and there's no way home, when it's late at night and you're all alone. are there things that you wanted to say? and do you feel me beside you in your bed, there beside you, where i used to lay? and there's a danger in loving somebody too much, and it's sad when you know it's your heart they cant touch. there's a reason why people dont stay who they are. baby, sometimes, love just aint enough. baby, sometimes, love... it just aint enough. oh, oh, oh, no. ahhhhh nice songg. ladeeda. :) i'll miss your laugh your smile BEST. towned four days in a row. met brenda and darlingg hn to lunch at crystal jade. hahas. cos brenda was cravingg for the lamian there. so yea. headed down to suntec. ate and caught up abit. went shoppingg after brenda left for home. shes like so poor thingg larr. always so busy wit the sc stuff. haha. anywae. YAY! bought a top. but waddahell cant find my shoes. there're alot larr. but too many to choose frm. sighhs. maybehh i shall be less fussy. :) haha some funneh shit happened at giodano's changingg room. it shall be a lil secret between me and hn. HAHHAHAH! its freakinggg funneh larr. ladeeeda. hmms then talked abit over some tarts and frappe at delifrance before we head home. wahh BEST! this fella sittingg next to us is like singging chinesee songgs larr. and hes like enjoyingg himself wit all the off-key singing. zzzzzzz. why do i always meet weirdos when im on a bus? LIKE WHY?! zzzzzz. sighhs someone help me think of a bdae gift for a guy fren pls? im running outta ideas. and cash too. uploaded pics! the nyaa; 39 onwards you must have been heaven sent woooot! had a pretty hecticc wk ehhs. like whoosh! and the wk is over. hmms had the final one-day camp for the kids at sungei bulohh on monday. twas qt funn! esp after the kids opened up. ahahs. gosh they were soooo cute! esp the youngest boy and the youngest girl. took lotsa pictures too. ladeeda. hahas. yay like finally no more sungei bulohh and bbq hair. zzzz. shes damn bimboticc and irritatingg lar. uuhh then met the class ppl to lan on wed. wahahaha so funneh lar. we were like super noob as compared to the teetwenty ppl. then ended up playingg amongg ourselves most of the time. haahs. hanged arnd wit jez and bekka before meetingg leen at forum. hahas took neos!! :) jez's is like uber bimbo! like my gosh!! ahhas. left arnd 7 plus to meet leen after her work. hmm then met the rest to go dogg's hse after dinner. joyce left after hangingg arnd for awhile. had prata at the prata place opp beauty world after sendingg her off. WAHHHH!! the food suckks larr. i was like sharingg my milo dino wit a FLY?! and they gave me two spoons to eat my prata? like even betta larr. how to eat liddat? aiys jus thinkk its damn horrible. zzzzzzz. cabbed backk to his place and typed the entry below. hahas. played a few rounds of mahjongg then for the benefit of dogg we changed to bridge. cos he cant play mahjongg. so yea. but his bridge is like even worse. TOTALLY CANT MAKE IT. played 13 rounds and he only won the 13th round. lost 12 rounds consecutively larr. and even more best. i was his partner for 9 rounds. wahhh. first time i lose till so jialat. zzzzz. slept at 5am after checkingg out the movie timings for incredibles. set alarm at 9am but its damn nice to slp larr. only woke up at 930am. haha. leen hardly slept at all. then wake des and yucheng up for breakfast. hmm but in the end only me leen and des wenta KAP for macs breakfast. :)talked for qt longg before me and leen rushed home to change before meetingg in cine for the 320pm show. the incredibles is not badd! dash is cute larr. runn sooooo fast! haha. met joyce and ervin and walked arnd hereens. we were guessingg des will come in red tee to complement leen and TAADAA. true enuf he came in his brother's red tee. hahas. hilarious. walked to far east subwayy for dinner. met jose on the way! wahh so longg dint see her alr. hahas that sneakyy fella. :) wenta cine and slack arnd after subwayy before headingg homee. wahh damn tired larr. and even more best. the next day i have training at 9am. and wow only 4 turned up and the training was uber slackk. ran 7 rounds and played badminton. ahhas. met leen for lunch then went home. i desperatelyy need a good napp mans. wah BEST. its gonna be mid december soon and a whole new yr is abt to begin. the best part is i havent been touchingg any schh workk. ahhas i noe this sounds scaryy but i so gonna die lar. next yr j2 alr. I DONT WANTA TAKE As! sigh. its not up to me to decide lor. urghh. impendingg anxiety.
haha. at dogg's hse wit leen and yuchengg now. jus came back frm a damn horrible prata supper. zzzzzzzzz. startingg mahjongg soon! wheeeeeee. laters.
you've got it all; the jets/britney spears
i was the game he would play he brought the clouds to my day then like a ray of light you came my way one night just one look and i knew you would make everything clear make all the clouds disappear put all your fears to rest who do i love the best dont you know dont you know you've got it all over him you got me over him honey it's true there's just you you must have been heaven sent hearing me call you were out on a limb and you're all that he's not just look what i've got cause you've got it all over him all over you've got it all over all over you've got it all over wheeeee. sweeet songg. britney did a cover in her first album. :) anywae jus bought an escada scent. magnetic beat. smells UBER sweet too! my mom thinkks it smells like mango larr. best. hahas.
wooooooot! my bro's out to town. yay. can listen to my slow love songgs and jazz in peace. hahas. without his series of punkk rockk tunes thumpingg in the backgroundd. yes been addicted to these songgs lately. class95 plays really nice songgs in the night. so yea. a breakk frm novice, saves the day, yellowcard, cassidy, the used and VR! :)
anywae. was readin the sunday new paper. BEST! wat kinda shit the SLY mates are givingg now larr. uhh like they want the actual number of votes to be exposed. to see how much their DEAR SLY lost to taufikk. like pleeeease! sore losers lar. like since when he deserves to be even in the finals. my bro jus told me he cheated since the semis. cos one of my bro's fren is silly enuf to be in his fan club and they got informed each time hes losingg votes. and so these silly young girls start votinng like the calls and smses were free. aiys longg story. moreover he ruined dunnoe how many songgs lar. esp bon jovi's its my life. total disgrace. and wat slanted smile. save it for his album cover if he ever gonna have one. zzzzz. oh wells. wadeverr. yay taufikk won. :) even the racist here voted for him. see how good is he larr. hahas. aiys why am i rantingg on and on abt SLY? hahas. sound so evil. all my life i pray for someone like you whoa. been too lazy to type a proper blogg larr. so yea. thats why havent been updatingg. anywae. yay. i've got my voice back! :) no more ur old radio cracklingg there. hahas. had sungei bulohh againn on fridae. reached there like uber late? 10 i think. and left at 11. hahas. came the lastest and left the earliest. slackers at workk eh. hmms then head down to town for lunch wit class girls. met leen after lunch. wanted to fly kite but ended up talkin at starbucks. talked for damn longg and abt many many thinggs. hilarious ones and sadd nostalgic ones too. im pretty amazed at how much and how fast stuff change. its only less than a yr larr. zzzzzzzz. sighhs. then joyce werent in the best mood to trainn and so she left kallang and met us. walked arnd before dogg came to meet us at paragon. that fella's madd recently larr. or hes really happy. he got really high like super easily? hahas. aiys must be his recent bintan trip larr. god noes wat he did there. hmms settled dinner at scotts. leen best larr. ate beef noodles for both meals. lunch and dinner. ahhaha. waited for ron and markk to meet us and watch em eat subwayy. yay decided to start a subway cardd like leen. cos i thinkk the new subway at far east smells really heavenly!! :) was pretty tired and so i headed for home. yupp. oh did i mention i kept seeing bigshots larr. saw utt takingg pics outside meritus mandarin on wed. then saw olinda and leandra at cine on fridae. and later that night saw leandra againn at far east. my opinion of them sorta changed larr. for the worse by the way. they were actingg like wow BIG STARS lar. zzzzz. dunnoe larr. its like damn arrogant. oh wells cant be bothered. they werent my faves anyway. so yea. hahas. TAUFIKKK MUST WINN! :) hahas. jus came home frm michelle's hse. watched the singapore idols finals at her place. waitin for the results now. taufikk will win tonight lar. -grinns- hahas. mich voted ten times and her mom a few times. i voted twice. hahas. yay. he betta win. eeeeks! totally cant stand that SLY. smile smile smile. handsign handsign handsign. thanks for actingg cool. hahas. oh wells. -crosses fingers- singaporeans betta not fuck this finals up. like PLEASE. im losingg my voice. seriously. :( sighhs. been cracklingg like a spoilt radio for the past two days. my brother actually asked me to shuddup cos i sounded damn horrible. zzzzzzzz. hahas. oh! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DARLINGG HWEENGEEEEE! :) haha. its on 30november larr. like finally she turned 17. hmmm anywae had training on mondae at 10am. yes. like FINALLY. and at sucha funneh time. oh wells. jogged five rounds and did some weights. and im havingg severe muscle aches now. sighh. next training is like tmr? i MUST start goingg for trainings larr. cos apparently me and lydia had the worst attendance. ahhas. anywae we spent most of the time listeningg to seymone and liyun tellingg their expedition stories. ahhas. there were five of us only anywae. nothingg much we can do. so yea. met brenda at lido for lunch and wanted to catch incredibles wit her. wahhh BEST. saw woooot! december alr. im beginning to smell christmas. hoho. hmmm shall go off soon. tmr gotta wake up early againn. zzzzzz. yay. LAN-ing againn. :) |