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-grinns- south parkk is freakkingg funneh larr. haha. been watchingg for the past few hours. hoho. goood way of killing time.
hmm coffee club called me on thurs for interview. but too badd they arent lookin for temporary workers. so yea. im wasnt employed. hahs. oh wells. guess i'll jus rot at home more often and not spend so much money. :)
novice; my last breath
i give up, i'm staring at these four walls again with this paper n' pen in hand and i dont think i have what it takes i fall down, just like the stars from the sky i hit the ground with blood shot eyes i see everything in black and white tonight maybe maybe i'm a fraud and i dont have anything at all and i'm nothing nothing without you, you write songs that i cant sing or comprehend i'm just in love? this is my last breath my last decloration and i cant make it on my own you hold me in your hands you have me right where you want me and i'm not fighting maybe maybe i'm a fraud and i dont have anything at all and i'm nothing nothing without you, you write songs that i cant sing or comprehend i'm just in love? and i take in everything from you with nothing in return and i'm trying, i'm dying, to make things right i dont want this space anymore anymore maybe maybe i'm a fraud and i dont have anything at all and i'm nothing nothing without you, you write songs that i cant sing or comprehend i'm just in love? uber nice songg. :) maybe maybe im a fraud and i dont have anything at all yay. like finally i've some stuff to blogg. been rather sick of bloggin last few days. cos the days were jus pure mundane. hahas. anywae. caught 2 movies wit the class ppl yesterdae. hahas. met michelle and mellllrr in the morning to watch bridget jones. bridget jones is one helluva funneh woman i swear. hahas. thot twas not badd tho i heard critics only gave 2 stars. oh wells. then met jessie daniel cindy and xiangxin for taxi. hoho. hot babes everywhere in the movie larr. but waddahell. they rob banks. hahas. hmms twas not badd too. thot the money spent on these movies were rather worthwhile. ahahs. hmms then met leen to go yucheng's place for stayover. wahh my headd was spinning and spinning away larr. had a splitting headache and fever. zzzzzzz. bathed at leen's place then head over to yuchengg's. ate then watched the terminal. how funn. actually watched 3 movies in a dayy larr. hahas. played a lil mahjongg after the movies. then all slept at like 4 plus. funneh shit happened larr. chingyu woke EVERYONE up wit his snores. ahahs. then the guys were tryingg damn hard to 'shut him up'. hahas. poor fella must be damn tired larr. hmms then me leen and dogg left at arnd 12. whoaaa. best larr. head was spinning all over againn and i was shiveringg like siao on the way home larr. felt damnit sickk. dint feel like goingg for class bbq larr. went home took a shower and slept. my fever actually hit 38.6 cann. BEST! think its cos of my throat inflammation. sighhs. then overslept. but surprisinggly i felt much betta after the lil nap. took my temp againn. 37.9 this time. not badd. so decided to stay longer at the bbq. ahhas. met the class ppl at parkwayy giant then walked to east coast parkk. twas rather successful larr. fire was started damn nicely. food was not screwed. company was grrreat. wat more can you ask for? hahas. then bought a slice of raspberry cheesecake for chicken-pox-down jez cos tmr it's her bdae. hahas. played zhong ji mi ma. freakingg funneh and funn larr. hahas. esp the yk and michelle dare. too badd twas qt darkk or i think we might see yk blushingg like siao and grinning away like some cheeko lar. ahaha. shall post the pics online asap. :) yeeeep. im damnn tired. laters. aphrodisiac met ron todayy at parkwayy. hahas. dint see him for uber longg! had lunch at crystal jade and played arcade then stoned at starbuckks before he gotta head for hostel. hahas. decided to drop by east coast parkk to book the bbq pit. some idiot told me the wrongg thingg and i left that place without booking. zzzzzzz. decided to go back tmr. hahas. hmms feel like changing my blogg layout. lemme find the time first larr. :)
saves the day; rise
lets call it off i've had enough of the games if you could see into me all my veins are tangled up tied in knots my heart beats slowly now it's emptying into the streets swirling straight away down the drains back to sea oh when is the time where you arent in my mind setting flames ravaging all my dreams when can i finally wake to the sunlight shining on my cheeks and the wind sweeping me away far away from every memory with you face in the frame that'll be the day when they sky starts burning the earth aint moving we all become sane and we rise in the morning to kiss the scorching sun before it falls ohhh the Saw movie has nice soundtracks too. :) uhh actually only one songg larr. ahhas. bite the hand that bleeds you hoho. caught Saw yesterdae wit leen. twas friggin good i'd say! :) but then again unless ure totally fine wit those explicit gruesome details larr. like the book, kiss me judas. hahas. and apparently this nc-16 version is the censored one. hahas. the plot was rather different. i think brenda will hate this movie tho. hahas. she cant stand such horrible shit. funnie how the movie still remained quite vividly in my head. was worried that i might have nightmares after watchin it. hahas. oh wells i slept like a log last night thoo. :) wenta visit joyce at her workplace after the movies and dinner at lido subway. hahas. she look so poor thingg larr. tryingg to sell her 'FRESH STRAWBERRY CHOCOLATES!!' at esplanade. hahas. hmms. then left for town to look for job at taka wit leen. applied for one at coffee club! hahas. we were given two forms but only im applyin. but leen decided to fill in for dogg too. hahas. had sucha horrible time tryin to fill in for him larr cos he couldnt be reached on his hp. hahas. then wanta to check out elsewhere but was too late. so went back to find joyce. funneh larr. the both of us then thot of lotsa plans to have a stay overr last night. knowing darn well that joyce will have a hard time convincing her mom and her scaryy SIS. hahas. so we thot of some excuses which were uhh super lamee. hahas. waited for joyce to finish her workk but i the end cancelled the sleep over crap. hahas. decided to have it another dayy larr. yay! :) dunnoe wat gotten into me. i was actually readingg the bible before i wenta slp. finished a few chapters frm the book of John. hahas. im soooo free now larr. zzzzz.
yay uploaded pics.
the outinggs; 106 onwards
saves the day; wednesday the third
oh havent you heard the news nobody came too soon surprise our eyes are opening up to you nobody came too soon surprise our eyes are opening up to you you'll always be in our eyes opening up to you you've left everyone wondering when we'll all end up dead to all we are within now as daisies dry off and the wind scurries scarlet leaves like they were dust we can see somewhere off to the east a gaggle of geese are singing your goodbye hear the sweetest lullaby listen up to hear the sky will soon clear and you'll be the last one to wish for rain im addicted to saves the dayy all over again. thanks to funn fair. hahs. :) this songg is damn nice. all my veins are tangled up yay. finally finish da vinci code last night. waiting for my bro's fren to return his angels demons. then i can dive into another novel again. hahas. anywae. went out wit the FAMOUS FIVE and tzewei. hahas. twas greatt meeting up wit them again. esp mellr cos she seem to go into hiding after the hols. dint gedda see her for wks mans! hahas. hanged arnd at cine while waiting for yewkin and dogg. funn fair was havingg a grreat time showing us his latest annoying trick larr! that trickster. hahas. damn irritating larr. as tho he can read our minds. zzzzzzz. then pooled at monster's cue. hahas. MY pool parlour. :) yea then fooled arnd before we had dinner at PS wit mellrr's bf leonard. strolled arnd town then finally settled down somewhere behind taka and played zhong ji mi ma. hahas. qt funn larr. cos of the forfeits we made ppl do. and BEST! i had my first drag of fag in my entire life. the smoke tasted hmmm. hhaas. funnie i dint choke like most of the first-timmers. :) then mel and leonard frenched rite in fronta us! BEST! hahas. took badd i dint take a pic of that down. -grinns- then me shichi and tzewei played daidee for awhile before we all left for home. funnie me suddenly think of someone on the way home. hahas. cos of this pair of bickeringg couple larr. zzzzz. wat the hell. anywae. overheard this bimbotic christian arguingg wit her bf abt some religion stuff. damn funnie larr. shes the worst christian i've ever met. dont even noe her religion well and jolly well condemn other religion. like wadever. zzzz. no pt harpingg on the bimbo. hahas. anywae. was thinking of snippin off my long hair. shld i or shld i not. hmmm.
smilez and southstar; tell me
love, hate, mistakes, tell me what you think is goin on debates, all day tell me what you think is goin on too late, heartbreak tell me what you think is goin on wats goin on wats goin on transferred some pics from *oneteetwelve to the ceejay; 324 onwards. cos there was a 'forbidden pic'. hahas. sound of the underground wooooot! hahas. dint blogg for damn longg ehh. anywae was supposed to go out wit joyce and leen. lazy ass here jus refuse to leave the hse. slept damn late last nite larr. -yawns- zzzzzzz. think daphne's gonna be voted out this wk. her performance was weak. really weak. but wat the hell i'd rather that fat bitch to get out larr. uhh i mean olinda chooooooo. disgustingg name. oli. wadever. hahas. kae larr she's good but her cockiness is UNBEARABLE. jus look at that smug spreadin across her face each time the judges comment. annoyingg! yay. 54 more pages to go for the da vinci code. yea im slow. took nearly a mth to finish. but there was constant interruption by pw. so yea. hahas. ohhhh try this. it's some da vinci webbie. laters.
son by four; purest of pain
i wish i could tell you i'm feeling better every day that it didnt hurt me when you walked away but to tell you the truth i cant find my way and deep inside me i feel like i'm dying i have to see you it's all that i'm asking. baby, give me back my fantasies the courage that i need to live the air that i breathe living without you, my world becomes so empty my day's are so cold and lonely and each night i taste the purest of pain this is friggin sad larr. sighs. find me a sadder songg than this. to HN: hey dear. it's okae lar. im not exactly bothered by it now. it's jus a sudden rush of feelings actually. and i dont hafta keep botheringg you wit my crapp rite? think i've gave you more than enuf of the BASTARD shit. aiys i dunnoe larr. i seriously dont wish you to be hurt unknowingly like me. you noe how hard it is to ignore the entire incident? and esp when the other party had moved on while im still stuck running momentarily. it sucks more than the pms ure havingg now. reallie. anywae. im reallie gladd to have you in my life. it's more than enuf. and i think it's fated that you got posted back to cj. or maybe it's jus my blessings to have you wit me when im feeling the worst. :) love you babe. love you loads. -huggs-
new pics uploaded! :)
*oneteetwelve! ; new album the jas hse ; 106 onwards both require password. ask me for the passwords if you wanta see!! :) how do you noe you've forgiven someone? i met an old fren. someone whom i used to consider the most impt person in my life. nothing much happened. our gaze locked. plain faint smiles. no other signs of acknowledgement. but i was glad. we did not stop to chat. not even a wave or a hugg was exchanged. we parted abt half a decade ago. it wasnt a happy departure. but life goes on. and we both noe. zzzzzzz. that old fren was a girl for goodness sake. hahas. yea lar i agree that it do sound like some ex-boyfren shit. but too badd. it aint. :) i was jus wondering if i had forgiven someone. and jus so happened that i bumped into an old fren. this fren whom once shared memories wit me. but sadly. these memories now are jus mere swirls of blurry images. there were many thinggs i cant recall. but one thingg im sure was i was freakingg pist wit her and yea we were no longer frens. i hated her for some personal reasons. but was it worth it? they say time heals all wounds. to a certain extent it's true. somehow i forgave her. for wat? im not sure. or maybe i cant remember wat was this grudge that i held on for years. we shared reallie nice memories as 'BESTIES'. hmms anywae i heard the songg we used to like before i bumped into her. was it jus sheer coincidence or wat. i dunnoe. now im facing somewat a similar situation. have i forgave this assholic bastard who supposedly did me wrongg? when will i noe i've forgiven him? he too was special in some ways in the past. but now all i can recall are jus remnant pieces of the past. nothing significant in particular. sad but true. wadever the case is life goes on and i shld be more than happy to be blessed wit so many good frens. :) wheeeee! jus wanta say a bigg THANK YOU to these special frens in my life. KO HWEE NGEE, BRENDA GOI AND JASMINE LEE! LEEN, JOYCE, DOGG AND COMPANY the class of TEETWELVE i LOVE you all. :) |