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first day of promos yay. had gp today. compo was manageable. (: but compre. sighs. could've done betta wit more time given. aiyys. furthermore i had this phobia for compre larr. dunnoe why. always think i'll do badly and taadaa. ALWAYS fail by a few marks. zzzzzz. kae wadever larr. rengi tried talking to the three of us after gp todae. hahhas. it was damn hilarious larr. to see his mouth contort. bwahaha. then he kept knockingg the table wit his keys lar. hahas. kae. then tried reallie hard to stop myself frm laughing out loud. hahas. then waited for bro paul for TWO freakking hours after current affairs test. jus to hear him say, "the three of you may go home now. and be sure you'll be home." merry christmas. damnnn waste time larr!! anywae. come to think of it, i was fuckingg dumb to follow the guys and happily walk up malcolm road larr. DAMNIT! aiys wadever. it's over. time to mugg. ciao.
nelly; my place
when we laugh or we cry it's together through the rain and the stormiest weather we gon still be as one it's forever, it's forever nice songg! (:
ripped this off goi. (:
 You are the Moon card. Entering the Moon we enter the intuitive and psychic realms. This is the stuff dreams are made on. And like dreams the imagery we find here may inspire us or torment us. Understanding the moon requires looking within. Our own bodily rhythms are echoed in this luminary that circles the earth every month and reflects the sun in its progress. Listening to those rhythms may produce visions and lead you towards insight. The Moon is a force that has legends attached to it. It carries with it both romance and insanity. Moonlight reveals itself as an illusion and it is only those willing to work with the force of dreams that are able to withstand this reflective light. Image from: Stevee Postman. http://www.stevee.com/ which tarot card are you? brought to you by quizilla i wanted to be the temperance card tho. hahas. studie. mugg. still studying and mugging. this is wat my life is made up of now. ): this is worse than seeing suay-ten-years. yay. merry christmas to me. zzzz. FUCKKK!! like how suay can i get larr. ran away frm sch wit dogg and yewkin. happily walk frm the back door and stand rite in fronta bro paul's office and talk cock. then taadaa jus when dogg was talking abt him, he opened his office window and shouted at us. merry christmas. made us studied at the library for 3 hrs. he was still okae wit us initially till he found out that we had 3 more periods to go. hahas. yay. now we're given a choice. to get our butts outta sch or score betta than Cs for all subjects for promos. tho it's like an 'either or' situation, who in the rite mind will choose to leave larr. esp like after spending a yr in schh alr. wahh fucked up larr. ZZZZZZZ. so basically i dont have a life now till end of promos. off to mugg. poof.
wheeee. having pe free period now. (: wah BEST. there're only 11 ppl in class today. ahas. all ponned larr. zzzzz. today's damn slackk and it's a longg day also. so yea. that's why all ponned. but the best thing is yewkin aint here. hahas. i never had such peace before since he's in my class. and the ethics lesson today was specially dedicated to his 'victims' larr. hhahas. aiyys long story. but it's freakking funnie larr. hahas. (: sighh. promos starting in like less than a week's time. and my mugging process is hopeless. sighh.
tonya mitchell; i dont wanna fall in love
i've seen the tears they cry when they start with goodbye i didnt wanna be the one who's asking why i didnt think that i would ever feel so strong but now i know that i was wrong this songg brings back memories. ):
urghh. i shouldnt be talkingg abt him againn. oh wells. felt betta after cooling down for awhile. life goes on.
pms makes me feel lousyy. ): my worst pains are words i cannot say that damned pw draft two. suddenly realised my grp gotta do damn alota stuff. within like a few hours? and that blardie yewkin's complaining and grumbling larr. waddahell. dont wanta do then scramm to tripitaka there larr. stick in my grp for wot? tripitaka very good wots. help her grp do EVERYTHING. fucking go there larr. for all i care. zzzzz. talked to hn on the phone for awhile to release some anger but somehow i jus cant reallie simmer down. became pretty cynical and all. sounded fucking petty and was practically grumblingg abt some stuff. sighh. was damn irritated wit a couple ppl but i sounded as tho the whole world had jus offended me. oh well. felt even worse after i end the convo. my blardie bro jus refused to lemme use the comp. then god noes how i sink into complete depression. memories of failure and rejections kept flowing frm the back of my head. felt damn horrible. my heart cringed. i dunnoe why. i wonder how much luck i have to continue living. i jus felt like a total loser larr. nothing seeme to be rite. everyone are hypocrites. liars in disguise. im scared. wat's wrong wit being frank and all? why must everyone put on masks? one simple reason - to get far. but how far? you can have all the cash in the world. you can even die smiling in heaps of notes. but so wat? money aint everythingg. feeling damn fucked. my life aint going anywhere. it's getting more and more screwed day by day. i cant find anything worthy to live for. or maybe i jus dont want to. i wanta take revenge. do sth for myself. feel less sorry for myself. i want that bastard to be played with and cheated by some bitches, to fail As, to break his hip and quit tennis for good, to die chokingg frm the food he eat. i HATE his fucking faggot face. i HATE his fucked up attitude and personality. i HATE his annoying arrogance. i HATE the memories he gave me. i fucking HATE everythingg that has gotta do wit him. i HATE that fuckinggg fat liar. i HATE that bastard. i wanta watch him savouringg his retribution some dayy. he fuckingg deserves it.
yellowcard; gifts and curses
i see your face with every punch i take, and every bone i break, it's all for you. and my worst pains are words i cannot say, still i will always fight on for you. the violin solo of this songg simply rawks. (: i swear by the moon and the stars in the skyy, i'll be there(: bwahaha. mellrr!! doesnt that songg lyric up there rings a bell? -grinns- I SWEAR ure gonna be haunted by that songg on mondae. hahas. hmms. anywae. been a wk since i last blogg! wahh busy busy wk. so much stuff to complete. HEAPS of math tutorials. pw second draft. and godd noes wat larr. zzzzzzz. and the impendingg promos are enuf to kill alr. sighh. im screwed upside down larr. havent been mugging much. jus realised i cant mugg well when im stressed. hahas. funnie me. but then again if i slack too much im sure ceejay will kick my butt outta the schh lar. sighhs! ): stress and exams aside. yesterdae had econs mock. pretty badd i guess. was damn confused over AR=AC and MR=MC. so decided to tikum my wayy thru lar. zzzzzz. rushed to town to eat macs breakfast. hahas. then came back to sch and it's pw time!! did some discussion and lit reviews till like 230pm. and we jus realised the grp is more productive without yewkin. hahas. the meeting seemed pretty peaceful too. haha. hmms then wenta gardens to meet joyce ron and yucheng. supposed to be studyingg lar. but wadahell end up talkingg cock. left for ps at arnd 4. caught dodgeball. hahahhah. it's freakinng funnie!! me and joyce laughed like there's no tmr larr. haha. and ben stiller is DAMN good! he's a damn pussy gay in the movie lar. hahaha. yupp. must go watch! (: zzzz. damn sleepy. woke up pretty early today. off for a nap. laters.
sighhs havent been mugging. sch's starting tmr and that means im gonna get screwed upside down wit all the undone mugging. urgh. saveee me. hahs. uhh met ron after pw meeting at yutingg's hse. wenta parkway for dinner then was gaming at the arcade. hahas. caught up abit while eatingg. loveee that open space at pasta mania! (: the temp's jus rite when it's in the evening. wheee. hahas.
hmms. im running outta stuff to blogg. yupp. off i go to listen to yellowcard! ahhas. poof. someday if ever you love me you'd say it's okay wheeeee!! im simply addicted to YELLOWCARD!! (: hahas. dunnoe whyy lar. wanta noe who's the violinist mans. he's frreakingg cool! but then shichi jus told me he's like damn fugly. hahas. oh well. anywae the lyrics to empty apartment is damn nicee too! (: lallala. nice songgs make me happy. haha. did a compilation for hn recently and she love it. hahas. (: yay. anywae. did flagg dayy wit mellr yesterdae. met at 8 plus. took the bagg and wenta mug at ps macs till like 12. hahas. did like an hr of flagg selling onlyy. wahh BEST. i swear town ppl are fuckingg stingy and snobbish larr. they've all the cash in the world to make that ugly face uglier but dont have a 10-cent coin to buy a flagg frm the poor me who is perspiringg under the hot sunn. zzzzzz. oh well. at least get a damned sticker and stick rite in fronta ur chest to buzz off the rest of the flag sellers rite? aiyys wadever lar. wat's wit all the grumblinggs againn. hahas. pw meeting at 12. wheee. laters.
yellowcard; avondale
there will be no way that you can cover that scar. it's hard, i know. and if i get a little blood on, you finally the world will know you're guilty know you're wrong of taking everything you've gotten from me no heart. it's hard, i know. yellowcard; empty apartment and blessed union of souls; she likes me for me rawk my socks inside out too! hurry go listen! (: lalala dooms day in eighteen days. zzzz. how shit is shit. in jus eighteen more dayys i'll fall flat and die. promos so gonna kill me larr. hahas. and damnit im not studyingg productively. sighhs. gonna cram last min againn as usual. aiyss told you my life is always so screwed. hahas. BUT! think i shall change it this time round. starting from today. I'LL TRY. hahas. shall join the MUGGER MEL club and mugg my ass off! ahhas. yea rite. but first i must abstain frm temptations. hahas. yay. got my phone. like finally! -all smiles and grinns- hahas. took a few pics alr! and wonderful. the fansome ron's face is my current wallpaper. hahas. funnie fella. was wit him hn and yucheng the whole yesterdae afternoon. wenta town for lunch and i dunnoe wat got into him. he kept laughingg at wat hn say larr. hahas. seriously dude i dont find it funnie. and funnie thingg is yucheng laughed wit him. hhaas. funnie. then wenta parkwayy for dinner!! yay. been some time since we went there. hahas. ate choco waffle and dirtied half my sch blouse. BEST. how suayy can i get. but lucky it's not as suay as last fridae. it's the ultimate i swear. hahas. my BF wor. uhh sorry it's not MY boyfren. it's my BEST FREN and maybe Bastard Fren. hahas. kae personal joke wit ronn. (: think i betta scramm frm the internet. ABSTAIN FROM TEMPTATIONS, rememeber? hahas. (:
i could write you a song, send you a note, or empty out your trash and buy a bucket full of diamonds but even the most beautiful of all roses must someday crumble to dust and fade away.
it's a certain tragedy. eeeee. visual pollutant at hereens on fridae. oh wells. had gp mock on fridae. twas okae i guess. considering i dint mug at all. okae i TRIED mugging but end up dozing off. hmms then wenta town wit darlingg hn! hahas. (heys dear i decided not to even type those crap alr. decided to put my eng into betta use than to make useless sacarstic remarks. shall jus let him slowly rot and die in his own retribution. (: ) wanted to get some new clothes but waddahell. too fat to fit into anythingg larr. sighhs. oh wells. ended up getting similar hair clips! mine's bluse and hers is purple. hahas. dunnoe for wat lar. sound so bimbotic somemore. (: met jiang today for my SUPER belated bdae present and some catchingg up! that fella's sweet enuf to arrange a jar of m&m's according to colour for my bdae! awwww. thanks dude. (: yupp. meeting goi tmr to mugg and go for that creative thingie at jurongg. silly girl always so interested in such stuff. (: yupp. gotta wake up early. off i go!! poof!
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the school; 285 onwards the nyaa; 29 onwards wahh shit. promos are drawing NEARER!! zzzzzz. hahas. anywae. jus rmbed sth!! i topped the class for the most recent math test! 19/20. yay. (: esteem booster after that series of Fs frm human geog. ): my hands are at your throat and i think i hate you yay. went backk st nicks yesterday after teachers day celebrationn at ceejay. had a wonderful dayy!! (: the celebrations at ceejay was not badd! the live bands rawk the sch upside down larr! hahas. tho the singing sometimes abit off. hahas. other than that the guitar and bases were chaoo good! (: oh not forgetting the thambis frm indian culture society. shake-ass good i'd tell you. hahas. hmms then cabbed down to st nicks. caught up a lil wit some teachers and fookus! most importantly caught up wit brenda!! (: miss that girl loads. ahhas. went nydc at wheelock for lunch. had yummy-licious baked rice and mudpie!! -slurrrps!- hahas. sat there for like 3 hrs plus? caught up damn alot larr. surprisinggly dint reallie complain much abt the bastard. hahas. but came up wit some 'wonderful' ideas. hahas. grrreat catchingg up i must say. (: after lunch we walked arnd town before catchingg stepford's wives at lido. wahh damn stupid plot. but twas not badd larr. hahas. and it's like damn short?! 90mins only? arnd there larr. |