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new pics uploaded!
the birthday; 26 onwards the school; 231 onwards st nicks rawks my socks! yay. double champ for st nicks at yesterdae's track meet. -grinns- am so prouda the runners. grrreat job! hahas. was cheering my lungs out for st nicks and ceejay lars. and yea not forgetting ceejay. we were rather impressive! -grinns- happy happy. hahas. (: -yawns- damn tired. donated blood todae! was damn funn! wanta donate some more. hahas. my first donation was wit leen and we agreed to donate together again! but sighh. she left ceejay lars. but it's okae. our spirit is always there! hahas. damn im full of shit. and wow. saw ALL the ppl i dont wanta see while waiting to donate my blood. fuckshit. damn irritated lars. zzzzz. mans i feel damn shagged. gotta slp alr lars. nitess! (: RETRIBUTION exist. you cant runn away from it. yay. did my runn today. timing was 13:32. not badd lars. but i aint the fastest girl tho. sighh but it's okae. :) the fastest girl did reallie well! uhh 13:03 on canvas shoes? hahas. yupp. next wk is 5 items. wish me luckk. :) pheww. like finallie i can take a breather frm pw. finallie submitted my file wit nathan's "not badd! qt well organised." hahas. it's indeed qt remarkable lars. within one day my file ballooned to twice the initial size. hahas. not badd rite?! luckily i have efficient and co-opeartive grp members. :) wahh i finallie got my retribution for my wrongdoings. :( lesson learnt. so my advice to everyone is you betta believe it exist. dude good luck wit ur new girl.
avril lavigne; my happy ending
you were everything, everything that i wanted we were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it and all of the memories, so close to me, just fade away all this time you were pretending so much for my happy ending thanks for makin me feel like i was the only one wahh the amt of stress i have now is enuf to kill. zzzzz. pw rawks my stinky ass lars. freakking irritating!! esp when you have NOTHING substantial cept minutes in ur file while others had like wat? overspilling research and info? sighhs. wat's worse. im the blardie grp leader. so gonna let my grp down or sth. maybe i should convert to another blardie control freak too. at least it seems like those grps wit control freaks are gonna score. hmms. BIG SIGH! :( pw aside. im freakking tired too. im feelingg so sleepy now! but i cant slp! gotta finish pw first. tmr first submission of file. sighhs. sorta injured my right middle finger. pain. :( got that minor injury while tryingg to block a ball. dunnoe why i go for training todae when tmr im having 2.4. wonderful shit. yea talk abt shit. jus now duringg training this blardie bird kindly left its shit on my arm lars. :\ wahh birdie pls discipline ur baby cousinns! hahas. outta point jurong point. sighh. damn swayy recently lars. zzzzzz. embarrassed the hell outta myself over the weekend. sighhs. think i reallie have some cocked head or sth lars. SIGH! rite. off to finish pw. ciao! :) procrastination is badd BESTT!! had ptm today. BEST!! woke up super early lars. cos my time slot's like at 820am?! hahas. nathan jus kept harping on TIME MANAGEMENT which i so unfortunately lack. zzzzz. argued wit him over the netball training days. he jus refuse to believe me that it's on mondays and thursdays. funnie old black man. hahas. then he happily tell my mom that im not supposed to go out on weekdays but lousy him said "weekends" instead. then i was like HUH!!! and the whole audit like can hear lars. hahas. damn paiseh. sighs. gotta draw this time table out for him on monday. zzzzz. sighs. supposed to meet leen to mug one. but she gotta go for sth else. hmms think going bowling wit ron later instead. so yea. dunnoe lars. qt tired. and the weather is freakking good for slping. hahas. so cold. (: i LOVE cold weather. off to change! laters.
cause each of her kisses
how my heart misses she's coming she's coming here to me im needing desiring to kiss her now im living for her breathing for her singing for her fairytale ben jelen rawks my socks. (:
funnie shit! saw aude in a super longg skirt.
me: AUDE! wassup wit the skirt mans? hahas. aude: got caught lar. me: by yati? aude: no. me: by karen? aude: uhh no. aude: by paul hahas. it's supposed to be funnie lars. oh wells. still i smell a lingering softness wahh damn tired lars. ponned netball training since lydia aint going and here i am now at home bloggin away. dunnoe why i feel damn shagged today lars. stoned my day away. sighs. dint managed to finish my 2.4 trial runn todae. shin hurts like fuck. limped one round then finally stop. sighs. think not enuf warm up lars. : oh wells. wasnt reallie in the mood either. dint have appetite to eat. but somehow had a funnie craving for fishballs! hahas. ate five duringg my lunch break. hopefully the noodle stall aint selling DODO fishballs. hahas. hmms then the shichi showed us some poker cards tricks. he's damnn good!! wahh i swear he reallie live up to the name FUNN FAIR LIM lars. hahas. funnie shortfart. (: hahas. nowadays i like ALWAYS laughing and going on a constant runn wit mel frm the disciplinary dept. hahas. somemore my toilet breaks had become SUPER often. not that my bladder aint workkingg lars. jus feel like escapin frm the classroom. hahas. wahh now i also find myself fooling arnd in sch the whole day lars. die. must start to be serious wit my workk! hmms. formed a studie grp wit mel shichi dogg and uh maybe yewkin? hahas. and we're gonna studie like every friday after math remedial?! BESTT rite? hmms then maybe like after leen nats then i'll studie wit her like every wed! hahas. xin's becoming nerdy. soon she'll join the mugger mel club! wheee! (: damnn addicted to the song come on by ben jelen. DAMN nice! hahas. joyce also thinks it's damn nice. (: ritte. off to mug for tmr's geog test, complete my pw, finish my econs mcqs, find econs article and finish my functions tutorial. SHIT! that's damn alot! : ahhas. poof!
aaliyah; miss you
CHORUS it's been too long and im lost without you what am i gonna do said i been needin you, wantin you (said i need you) wonderin if ure the same and who's been with you is ur heart still mine i wanna cry sometimes i miss you off to college yes you went away straight from high school you up and left me we were close friends also lovers did everything for one another now ure gone and im lost without you here now but i know i gotta live and make it somehow come back...to me can you... feel me (callin) hear me... callin (for you) for you...cos it's CHORUS now im sittin here thinkin bout you and the days we used to share it's drivin me crazy i dont know what to do im just wonderin if you still care i dont wanna let you know that it's killin me i know you got another life you gotta concentrate baby come back... to me can you... feel me (callin) hear me... callin (for you) for you... cos it's CHORUS x2 i... cant... breathe... no... more since you went away i dont really feel like talkin no one here to love me baby do you understand me i cant do or be without you CHORUS x3 hmms used to love this song. it's pretty old but simply beautiful. was rummaging thru my pile of lyrics and came across this. decided to put it up here! (: urgh my md spoilt. and i desperately need new songs! hahas. somebody help. (:
yay. uploaded more pics. uhh 200 onwards under the school! yep. it's the learning journey trip ones. my bdae ones are 158 onwards. so yea. (:
off to change! meeting hn brenda and jas later. (:
yay. got a D for econs O for geog O for math and C5 for gp! wonderful!! :) considerin i only mugged for a few daes. okae one wk? hahas. i dunnoe lars. pretty prouda my gp. hahas. thank goodness i dint get like D for gp. or i'll get
ripped this off goi again!
 You're chocolate. You're the old soul type, people feel that they have known you their entire life. Many often open up to you for they view you as thoughtful and trustworthy. Although people trust you, you have a hard time trusting them. You prefer to keep your feelings bottled up inside, or display them very quietly. It is alright to open up every once in a while. which kind of candy are you? brought to you by quizilla and yay! i simply LOVE chocolates. dark chocos rawks! (: MOST MEMORABLE BIRTHDAY EVER!! happy!! -grinns- had many well-wishes frm peeps in cj and those back in st nicks! thanks for remembering this dae yea. it's reallie sweet of you all! :) hahas. anywae. i so LOVE tuesdays! cept for the dreadful mass pe it was damn slack lars. hahas. oh wells. hmms then some class ppl were mad lars. esp mel they all. first they suggest that the WHOLE CLASS which consist of jus nice 17 of us (excluding me) todae to gimme a bash each. and that will gimme my 17 bash. hahas. THEN! mel had a betta idea!! to throw 17 tees stank of perspiration from the mass pe at my face. wahh wat wonderful classmates i've got mans. hahas. (: had a grrreat dae laughing and joking wit them all lars. simply love my class. (: anywae. wenta far east BK to hang out wit the usual peeps after sch then headed home. hmms think this is one of my MOST MEMORABLE bdae ever. hahas. those at BK shld noe why. (: shant elaborate further. hahas. yupp anywae. took lotsa pics duringg the free chinese period todae. uploaded them together wit the pics taken at the chij 150 years anniversary celebration under the school; 158 onwards. aiys too lazy so jus lump everything under the same album. hahas. (: TWO MORE DAYS! :) was thinkin alot last night. thot it was time to do some soul-searchin before i officially turn 17! ahahs. crazy ass baboon here. :) anywae. i jus realised im sucha disappointment. i failed to see simple beautiful things like how these peeps arnd me were tryin to help me and how much they cared for me. i chose to mess wit things that were way too complicated for me to comprehend. i dwelled in my own misery and wished for isolation. i THOT my world was crumbling down on me. suffocatin and chokin me like a noose arnd my neck. but then i realised i had fatally put that noose round my neck too. i had been escapin. hmms thot alot abt other stuff too. but guess it's too personal to mention it here. so yea. it's mainly on the shame part. to someone who is currently on a 'hiding frenzy'. ur efforts amazed and amused me sometimes. if you have the guts to call it off pls have the guts to face me too. oh wells. happy hiding for like uh one more term? i wish you luck. have funn.
some shoutouts! :)
to LEEN JOYCE RON DES we literally stick thru thick and thin since first three months. my life in ceejay would mean nothing without the few of you. we come together first for funn then gradually for each other. like wat i said in last night you guys rawk my world. :) and jus like wat des replied. that's wat frens are for. i thank you all for being reallie there for me all this while. LOVE YOU ALL!! :) -huggs- to LYDIA my new fellow netball mate! hahas. love ur infectious laughter but still i hope to noe you betta. :) and thanks for all your lil motivational msges. it helped! hahas. smile girl! -huggs- to HWEENGEE BRENDA JAS tho we havent been talkin alot since we're all separated and been rather busy wit our own stuff we cant give our frenship up yea? cos i noe the four of us will stand by each other no matter how dire the situation is rite? :) hahas. we started off as jus classmates who only acknowledge each other's presence in class. then to frens who treasure each other's company like a god-sent gift. we made mistakes but we also forgave and forget. all i wanta say is simply: I LOVE YOU ALL loads! -tight huggs- :) frens are quiet angels who lift us to our feet when our wings have trouble rememberin how to fly got that line frm one of my old mails. hmms had a GRRREAT evening wit the clique. mans i LOVE these guys. they simply rawk my socks mans. :) was pretty late due to the huge jam and the blardie bus driver who drives slower than a tortoise. i suspect it's the same fella lars. zzzzz. met leen joyce lydia des ron mark and chingyu at marche. the way they talk was like damn sneeeaky lars. hahas. then ended up at the paragon roof garden wit my cake there! -grinns- oh then guess wat they got me? a RALPH LAUREN BLUE PERFUME SET! hahas. that was damn nice of them lars. it's freakin ex and i felt qt bad cos they arent exactly rich. anywae. ron never fails to stuff cake into ppl's face. got my whole face smeared wit the cake lars. gross. :)
ripped this off goi. :)
 You're most like the season autumn... You're warm, and the most approachable. You have that gentle prescence about you. People can relate to you, and find you easy company. However it's likely you've been hurt in the past and it has left you scarred so things can become rather chilly with you at times. Being the third Season in, you're mature, trustworthy and loyal to your friends but prone to depression and negative thinking. Well done... You're the shy and sensitive season :) which season are you? brought to you by quizilla yay. i LOVE autumn! :) THREE MORE DAYS! :) yay meeting the rest again later! -grinns i dont know who you are, wahh. euro finals pretty cocked up. zzzzzz. wat kinda shit was that from portugal lars. sighhs. there goes my pretty surf babe barbie. ): hahas. cant believe i stayed up till 4 plus to finish watchin the match. woke up like 5 hours later and BEST. jus when im ready to leave the hse leen called. "uh xin we're not joggin anymore cos des saes it's gonna rain and joyce saes she's too lazy so yea." and so i went back to sleep for another hr. hahas. met up wit them at arnd 2 plus. ron and lydia joined us later. ate then went for dental. hee. the dentist sae i've reallie pretty teeth now! -GRINNS- went back cine and cont slacking wit them. took neos. i was pretty dead so i looked horrible in those neos. hahas. hmms then had katong laksa wit ron for dinner! then on tues had some lame current affairs paper which like only 30 mins longg? joyce BEST! ask me go jog wit her in the morning at 1030 but she was too lazy and decided to call it off. and the best part is she came like 10 mins late for the paper? hahas. she win. yay. WENT BACK TO ST NICKS! ate orange bowl! even lydia thinks it's nicee! :) it was damn good lars. miss st nicks loads mann. sighs. all the good old daes. anywae. wenta meet leen des chengyu and yucheng at far east. yay had gelare waffle! :) BEST! the seven of us created havoc in town mans. jammed TWO escalators and played THREE rounds of hide and seek at lido. hahas. ran like mad! but was hell funn. :) damn funnie lars. explored all the lil dark corners of lido mans. behaved like some small kid. hopefully we dont get into trouble wit bro paul! ahhas. :) hmms that pretty sums up my mondae and tuesdae! sch's resuming like in another few hours. gosh. i betta go catch some slp. yuppers. had funn for the past two daes! time to studie hard! PROMOS IN TWO MONTHS! -shudders
oh no. think the book is betta than the show. ahahas. :)
whoopeedoopeee!!! nice show tonight on 5! it's message in the bottle at 10pm. MUST catch it! wheee!! it's frm the book by nicholas sparks! :)
to VIRN! heys dear. i dunnoe wassup wit ur taggie. uh tagboard that it. hahas. so decided to reply ur msg here. awww. you remembered my bdae! how sweet of you. hahas. dint noe wat your '10 more daes' meant till i literally added 10 daes to yesterdae. hahas. thanks! (: anywae. im like friggin jealous! you getta see all the hot bods and i dont! hrmpph! maybe i go crash ac wit dogg (desmond) somedae then can see those hottie by the pool too! hahahas. :) you never miss a good thing till it leaves you -yawns- it's a lazy sundae afternoon wit a nice cosy weather to cuddle in ur bed! hahas. (: anywae. wenta queensway wit hn yesterdae. she bought a pair of asics shoes. then wenta ikea for lunch. had those yummylicious meatballs. -grinns- met sui and via. they were there shopping too. hahas. hmms. then the both of us headed down to chijmes for the 150 years celebrations. it was pretty good cept for the small puny performance area. hahas. the highlight seemed to be the two cheerleading show done by ij tp and st nicks respectively. yupp. still think the seniors can dance betta. sorry. hahas. after chijmes we dropped by town to hunt for hn's other pair of shoes. hahas. but lady luck wasnt wit us and we jus cant find them. sighs. eeks jamie yeo jus called glenn ong 'her sweetie'. hahas.
see i dont, know why, i liked you so much
i gave you all, of my trust i told you, i loved you, now thats all down the drain ya put me through pain, i wanna let u know that i feel eamon; fuck it (i dont want you back)
feel like cursing the hell outta YOU. sucha fucking waste of time. cant believe i actuallie did so many stupid things. fuck big fucks. wat's the point of rambling here.
ripped this off daryl.
everytime i feel alone
i can blame it on you and i do, oh you got me like a loaded gun golden sun and sky so blue we both know that we want it but we both know you left me no choice michelle branch; till i get over you it's over and done yay. should i rejoice or wot. mid yrs finallie over. but the nightmare of getting my results back aint. hahas. hmms. anywae. geog is a total flop. only start to mug at like wat?! 11pm the nite before the test? ahahs. oh wells. then econs. BEST. teekum my wae thru. uh so is math lars. hmms now im jus gonna cross my fingers till they get muscle spasm and pass my damnit mid yrs. :\ towning for like the past 2 daes. caught SPIDER-MAN 2 on wed. it's DAMN good lars. everyone MUST go catch it! wheeee! hahas. :) yesterdae went town to shop with HN!. yay. bought a pair of new nike shoes. totallie LOVE it. :) and i got this cool free nike mug. uh apparently it's limited edition too. hahas. oh wells. wanta to get this skirt frm aztec but sigh. dont have my size. then was dinner with joyce lydia leen ron des and chengyu at cine. some jap steamboat and teppanyaki restaurant lars. dunnoe wat is it called. oh wells. so the guys had teppanyaki and the girls had steamboat. sat at different table lars. anywae yay. we made ice-cream! damn funn lars. but it got a lil boring after a while so yea. hahas. we ended up piling ice-cream at each other's ice-cream making pan. then the leftovers. uh throw it into the tomyam soup for the steamboat we had initially. hahas. ingenious way huh. :| hmms basically it was funn and grrreat to have dinner with all of them. -grinns- |