check this out. got this frm a mail. hahas. uhh jus take it as an amusement before the mid-yrs lars. (:


i do suggest that you exit from the browser after reading the error message. else if you follow the links, you may end up in some casino pages. this is funny but do it before Google fixes it.
1) go to www.google.com
2) type in "weapons of mass destruction" but dont hit the enter button.
3) instead, hit the "im feeling lucky" button next to the normal Google "Search" button.
4) an "ERROR MESSAGE" appears. READ THE ERROR MESSAGE CAREFULLY. read the WHOLE error message.

someone at Google has a politicial sense of humor. ho-ho.
i think im plagued with PMS.
PMS= Pre-Midyrs-Syndrome
oh so funnie.

iced lemon tea rawks my socks



yay. sipping iced lemon tea while typing this. enjoying life ehs? wait long long only. sighs. less than 48 hours to go! -rejoice- im BLARDIE screwed for the damned mid-yrs lars. watch me shine at that bottom of the class list. yay. maybe with the 'weeds of the class' lars. aint that badd rite? oh wells. :|

jus woke up frm a 3 hrs nap. had a damn funnie dream mans. hahas. anywae. was wondering.. funnie how ppl can change overnight. pretty fuct. but oh wells. it's not within my control and everyone gotta change somehow. guess moving on is the best way out. hmms. dunnoe lars. it's jus a pretty fuct feeling when others changed and im still the same. or i thot so. sighs. by the wae. mind you, i aint directing this to anyone in particular.
i try not to think
about the pain i feel inside
did you know you used to be my hero?
all the days you spend with me
now seem so far away
and it feels like you dont care anymore


heard perfect by simple plan on radio last night and wow dint noe it contains this lil part that sums up perrrfectly how im feeling recently. dont feel like talking. wanta jus stone my dae away. oh wells. managed to curb my urge to msg YOU last night. yay. now i cant wait for YOU to get the fuckk outta my life. i wont allow YOU to come in and outta my damned life as YOU fucking wish anymore. YOU taught me to be cautious with ppl. thanks.

but reality tells me to go swim now and ogle at hot bods before gettin my ass down with econs after i finish my math. now that's a mouthful. hahas. :|
nsync; that's when i stop loving you

and when this world doesnt turn anymore
when the stars all decide to stop shining
til then I'm gonna to be by your side
gonna be loving you forever
every day of my life


this song's damn nice! the hot chick's on teevee! (: but i aint watching. laters.

soliloquy



RRAAAAH! call me brat. let me whine. allow me to pout. gimme space to complain. i feel so restless now!! urghhh. wanta scream my ass off. feel like shouting all out at the 'wave-bang' place at east coast park. -nudges ron- aiys. i dont wanta mug. i've got a brilliant idea. i wanta quit sch. yea sounds good. wat the hell. shucks no one gonna hear me out. :\

is this the aftermath of wadever that had happened? aint feeling shitty. jus this feeling i cant describe. or rather cant define. feel like throwing my phone away. doesnt seem to hold any meaning anymore. only tempt me to peep into the past.

emptiness.

all about loving you



think im madd lars. met ron AGAIN! for the uhh -counts fingers- 4th time in the week. ahahs. bought another two gundam toy to keep mr sundra company and lotsa markers to paint mr sundra. see how we pamper that lil grasscutter mans. hahas. ate komala's for lunch! damn nice. :) then start painting. wahh i swear it's a CHORE! both of us ended being so restless. hahas. then decided to go play pool to kill time. wenta play arcade again tho. guess who we bumped into?! chew chew! called joyce but that girl jus refuse to ans. hahas. funnie shit. :) the journey home in the cab was hilarious mans! hahas. took lotsa pics! first mr sundra then it's the both of us. hahas. suddenly became damn ego lars.

anywae. uploaded the pics too! so if you all wanta have a glimpse of the greenie sundra. check out the outinggs; 85 onwards!! hahas. :)
yay. finally got the chance to use the comp! :) been rather busy this week. so yea. hmms lets do some recap. wheee!!

mondae
had selection shoot for the sch team. doubt i made it lars. hahas. cos they giving the j2s priority. so yea. unless im like frigging good then they'll put me in the team. met ron after that. as usual i had no one to lunch with. sad thing ehs. had delifrance at parkway then wenta komala's at east coast park for dinner! hahas. exotic dinner i swear. :) stare at the stars againn while folding stars. interesting mans. hahas. hmms that pretty sums up my mondae! :)

tuesdae
yay. i love this dae mans. :) played tennis at ron's place with des and leen for like two and a half hours?! hahas. got burnt a lil. met hn for awhile to let her taste my cheesecake! her face cringed so much i swear it's more crumpled than the waste paper in my rubbish bin lars. hahas. it's THAT bad. but it jus so happened to be a failed first attempt lars. at least des and leen still think its uhh edible? hahas. and my lil bro thinks it's nice! -grinns- but then again he'd been down with chicken pox and was pretty sick. but wat the hell. he likes it cos it aids in his shitting routine. urgh. -_________-" hahas. xun's smiley. :) anywae. the four of us wenta parkway and rot for the night. played arcade and it was frigging funn mans! hahas. me and leen managed to get a high score for the picture game thingie. -grinns- but thanks to ron's magic hand also lars. hahas. :) had a grrreat dae.

wednesdae
first shooting at cdans. hmms had an average of 7.8 per card. aint that badd i guess. :)

thursdae
hahas. met ron to study! yay. but it was damn unproductive for me!! we ended up stoning and playing with our dearest mr sundra!! hahas. he's this green lil gundam toy ron bought lars. the both of us got so amused by it that we gave him that spastic name cos he resembles a grasscutter! hahas. okae. we sound reallie kiddy here. oh wells. :)

that pretty sums up my week lars. hahas. wenta swim on fridae and got a lil burnt againn! yay. I AM DARKER NOW! :D hahas. saw this OCS instructor with a reallie HOT bod mans. -drools- but he's qt gay lars. sighhs. ahhaas. :)

i dreamt abt YOU
yea it's true



yay. wonderful sundae! -grinns- wenta get stuff to make cheesecake then taadaa came home and start making! havent tried yet. hope it wont turn out a flop. -crosses fingers reallie hard- hahas. wenta jog for 20 mins too! hahas. feel healthier now. aiys. as if 20 mins can do wonder! oh wells. betta than nothing. :) gonna plae tennis this wk too. hoho. healthy lifestyle ehs. hmms maybe pigging out at des' place this wk too. sighhs. i betta hurry get down to work. off to call hn and tell her abt my weird dream! tarts.
oooh! uploaded pics to the birthdaes! :) 7 onwards yea.

dont say ure sorry



hmms. went star-gazing with ron and mark at east coast park jus now. i swear the night sky was beautiful. so many glittering tiny stars filled the empty cloudless sky. the brightness frm the many tankers that were near the horizon can hardly be compared with these twinkling lil' stars! hahas. gosh i sound like some excited lil kid mans. :) hmms hope my eng dint fail me. hahas cos thot the description was rather uhh weird? oh wells.

guess this is not the right time to get entangled in relationships. cant last long anywae. sighs. everyone seem to be going thru the same old shit. only differs in the intensity of it lar. and i jus realised 'sorry' jus aint the word to use when things go wrong. hmms dunnoe lars. i betta get my ass down to some serious mugging and workouts before i rot into some fat ass and failing my mid-yrs. :|

life dont suck, shit just happens



jus came up with the above theory after going thru two weeks of misery dwelling. hahas. yea. but it's quite true lars. and it's those shit that makes life complete. kae i sound like some optimist here. hahas. yea. feeling so much betta after straightening out my thots. jus hope he's doing jus as well as i am. :)

anywae. wenta celebrate jas' belated bdae yesterdae with hn and brenda. the company i had was fantastic! -grinns- i was feeling kinda shitty after the invitational shoot. felt damn outta place there and i so dont wanta go for shooting anymore. sighs. but! the three of them jus have the magical ability to wipe that frown away frm my face! :) told you they were fantastic alr! love the three of them to bits. sighh if only we had more time! too much to catch up. luckily met up with brenda on mondae to go ikea. hahas. then wenta take neos like TWICE?! hahas. cos screwed up the first one. never took such nice ones before. hmms last night was grrreat lars. :) i'm so thankful to have all these great frens with me. hmms that include the cj peeps too! :)

leanne rimes/ please remember

time, sometimes the time just slips away
and you are left with yesterday
left with the memories
i, i'll always think of you and smile
and be happy for the time
i had you with me
though we go our seperate ways
i won't forget so don't forget
the memories we made

please remember, please remember
i was there for you
and you were there for me
please remember, our time together
the time was yours and mine
while we were wild and free
please remember, please remember me

hmms been blogging pretty often recently. this hols have been rather dead. bumping arnd the whole dae without an aim. sighs. been too lazy to get things done too. oh no. i've got lotsa geog to cover for mid-yrs lars. somebody save meeee! :(
i give up on my tragus. shall jus let the hole closed and maybe when im in the wrong state of mind againn i shall re-pierce. sighs. it's giving me probs mans. oh wells. :\

missing YOU
sth i dont want to

sighhs. feeling restless and all. slept damn alot. -yawns- jus woke up frm my 2hr nap. :| oh wells. wenta sch todae for nothing. nathan's class all no need to go for econs one lars. make me wake up so early for nothing!! urghh! decided to pon math and jus go home and sleep after eating lunch. so yea. pon shooting camp too. aiys. dunnoe wassup with me lars. aint in the mood for anything. oh wells. :(

BESTT! my ear stud went all the wae into my earhole. hahas. my tragus looked damn big lars. but managed to push it out without hurting much. -grinns- but then again maybe im feeling too numbed to even feel the pain. sighhs. someone save me pls. im holding on to nothing. dwelling in my own misery. BIG SIGH.
:(
new pics up!
the outinggs; 56 onwards! :)
uhh wenta ron's hse jus now with joyce and des. slacked our afternoon away by watching bring it on and some random channels but mostly cartoons. thanks to joyce lars. hahas. cos it was pouringg like madd thus me and des couldnt plae tennis. sighhs. then we got so addicted to that silly yet spastic spongebob squarepants that we refuse to go for dinner till 8. hahas. funnie shit lars. was laughing my head off. guess it's jus spastic lars. hahas. :)

hmms had katong laksa for dinner. yum yum! -rubs tummy- added LOTSA chilli mans. more than ron i think. hahas. aiys. had this sudden craving for chilli lars. uhh then wenta parkway and slack againn before heading home. hmms im getting tired. -yawns- meeting fookus tmr. :)

fuckk. it hurts



my tragus hurts like fuck. think it's the lump of dried blood which i cant seem to remove. hahas. irritating! oh wells. no other pain can beat the one that is inflicted again and againn in the heart. never realised it till now. maybe she was jus too distracted. sometimes she felt so sick that she feels like puking. im talking abt the fucking fool here who is trying to put up a brave front. but sadly she cant. but then again she might be confused. ohh screw everything.