im not a perfect person
there's many things i wish i didnt do
but i continue learning
i never meant to do those things to you
and so i have to say before i go
that i just want you to know

i've found a reason for me
to change who i used to be
a reason to start over new
and the reason is YOU

let it burn

to YOU: this has finallie come to end. not that there was a beginning or sth. yea. decided to take on a positive note. hope you'll too. this wonderful experience had changed me one wae or another. not in the good or bad wae but more of a different person. it's kinda freakky actually. hahas. so yea. everything felt so rite for the past couple of wks. these are stuff which i cant deny. im glad to have stood by you when you werent in ur best moods tho i feel you havent reallie been there for me. maybe it's fate. i dunnoe. sighs. i've plenty to say but not here. shall find the time and chance someday. anywaes. you still reamin as my 'eighth world wonder' and i do love you. -huggs

oppressed feelings. sighs. maybe i shld go take a nap tho i jus woke up. hahas. slp away all my shitty feelings. besides im having a good weather here with me. sighhs.

hmms. caught the day after tomorrow. cant help but to feel as tho im in one of my geog lects. hahas. basicallie it's jus to create this awareness in most ppl who are most prob ignorant abt our world's deteriorating climate. oh no i sound like some geologist here. hahas. yupp. if ure watching a movie for pure entertainment. uh this is not the movie to catch. hahas. :)

this love has taken its toll on me

yay. im finallie done with gp yesterdae. am so gonna fail lars. dunnoe wat rubbish i wrote. sighs. hmms then went cine with lydia joyce des and chengyu. watched confessions of a tennage dunnoe wat lars. wahh i swear i never watched sucha bimbotic movie before! hahas. hmms then was at hereens and decided to pierce my targus! either im having post gp stress or im outta my mind. i did it with lydia. hahas. the both of us were like 'damn it hurts!'. but then actuallie it doesnt hurt as much as other piercing lars i think. at least for me. :) oh wells. hahas.

my bro rawks i'd tell you. bought ALL the LOTR vcds! yay. LOTR marathon for me this hols! -grinns-

audio/ this love

last day of term two! :)

yay. bro paul gave us a day off to mug for GP paper which is on fridae. yes tmr's a day off frm sch to mug for GP only. hahas. he's the BEST principal arnd mans. :) hmms. decided that i shant waste the dae away. so im going back sch to mug with hn! it's like mid-years. so sighs. gotta pass reasonably well or else i'll be damn screwed duringg the next ptm. hahas.

sighs. this term end damn fast lars. like damn soon i'll be taking promos alr. scary!! :| i reallie dont wanta get retained and go thru another two dreadful orientations next yr lars. hahas. like seriously. hmms.

sighh. dont feel like talking. sick of it. :\

yesterdae was pretty screwed. sighh. or maybe the problem lies in how i perceive things. signs of an impending pms ehs. haha. anywae. some ppl jus never learn how to grow up. leaving a dissing comment in a person's gbk without leaving ur BEEEEEEG name is a cowardy act i swear. a rather childish one too. like pls do urself a favour and grow up. tell me things straight into my face instead. and most importantly identify urself. im sure ure old enuf to noe this. or else ure worse than a loser and kindly do me a favour now and fuck off. i dont need this kinda entertainment which you had so kindly offered.

oh wells. the best thing that came outta yesterdae's shit was TROY. it was freaking good i'd tell you! :) that 2hrs and 45mins of butt-torture was definitely worthwhile mans. hahas. so i strongly recommend this 5 stars movie! -grinns-

hmms then todae is the cj sports carnival. wahh it's damn sian when ure not taking part in anything lars. roamed arnd the ccab aimlessly. but then againn on the whole it wasnt that fantastic. so yea. hahas. wenta cine for lunch then crossed over to hereens. met plenty of cj ppl mans. :) decided to slack at pac plaza and ended up talking to des lydia and joyce. like wow. after joyce left the three of us like have lotsa stuff to share mans. hahas. so in the end we all left for home at arnd 9 plus. hahas.

guess this pretty sums up my dae. :) -yawns- off i go!! ciao.

ripped this off brenda! (: miss that girl loads.


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hahas. feel like looking at the blogger new outlook so decided to blog againn! ahahas. :) oh did SUPER well for my recent math test! hahas. 17 outta 20. and i got praised by the teacher. wah i swear that moment was the best lars. hahas. cos is that teacher i friggin cant stand. :) lalallala

coolshit. blogger change outlook againn! hahas. :) or am i swah gu or wots. hahas. havent been online like for the WHOLE week?! hahas. record breaking mans. :) sigh. been damn stressed out lars. the geog teachers are like frigging mad lars. so much work. sighh. im so dreading tmr. cos got like TONS of geog tutorials to complete and gotta hand in then there's econs essay and finallie -drum rolls- GEOG TEST! woohoo. all happening on fridae. oh not forgetting the 4hrs pw block period. BESTT. penis lars. -growls-

everything feels weird and outta place. some things have changed. and i dont think i like that feeling at all. sighh. how i wish i hadnt been so stupid to sae those words. but looks like nothing can undo the situation now. sigh. hate the feeling of helplessness. :(

i guess i need you baby

sighh. promised not to use the f word. oh wells. suddenly having mixed feelings. abt a million things. nobody seem to be able to help me. if only i noe wat i want. sigh. im confused too. VERY in fact. maybe ignorance IS a blessing afterall. sometimes i wish i hadnt known so much things. like who am i supposed to trust. feel so small and vulnerable all of a sudden. yearn for a retreat. urgh feel like a wimp when i choose escapism. oh wells. we're talking abt free will here.

piece of fuckshit. wow finallie got my retribution for bitching abt HER cos she starts bitching abt me too! exciting piece of fuckshit mans. hahas. oh wells. :\ damnit. msn down. dunnoe wassup with it larrs. sighh. that's why end up blogging here. :)

everything's like not going rite. somebody tell me why. feeling more and more fucked up each dae. urgh. -frowns

you made me smile from HERE (right ear) to HERE (left ear)

whee!! oops havent been blogging! hahas. thanks for brenda's gentle reminder. :) aiys. too busy lars. or rather too tired. whole wk is like damn packed. then now my saturdae afternoons are being taken up by cip. wow. but thank goodness it's for a month only. hahas.

yay. dint have mass pe with the rest todae cos i got my gold for the trial! hahas. impressive ehs. jumped like 174 for standing broad jump. whee! yea lars was freaking lucky too. oh wells. :) campaigning for sc starts todae. nothing special actuallie cept that some childish kids wenta vandalise other ppl's posters. like pls lars. if you reallie dont like her jus tell her lar. how far can you get by drawing her face on the posters? hahas. not reallie speaking up for her. but it's afterall qt mean to do that lars. oh wells. hahas.

hmms. caught 50 first dates with marcus. that silly fella was sweet enuf to watch it with me for the second time! hahas thanks!! :) hmms. quite a sweet show lars. typical romance-comedy. hahas. oh wells. off to do some math. shall prove to that irritating math teacher of mine that she sucked and im betta off without her help. she can jolly well dedicate her time to that math fanatic. hahas. yep. gotta complete as much geog tutorials as possible too. sighh. the pile of accumulated homework is like taller than me now lars. saveee meeee! I SO WANTA QUIT SCH! :\ -growls