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sighs. jus realised my 17pts does looked awful no matter how much i had convinced myself that it's not. :( oh wells.. do i look like i can turn back the time? guess i shall jus stae in cj with a totally positive mindset then. :) sigh. always thot 17 is a nice number. but now. everytime i see or think of it it will only reminds me of my results. fuckk it. :\ anywae. im currently caught in a dilemma. not which jc to choose but which fac to choose. was thinking of swooping geog with chem or a cross-fac. but cj's combis are like so rigid. it's either this or that. sighs. need help here. -waves for help! :)
hmms.. to avoid confusion. the 'black monster' down there refers to the highly detestable ex-form teacher of mine. thank goodness she wasnt the one who hand me my result slip. :) by the wae. that poem's my first draft. hahas. dint reallie take time to amend it. so yea. sudden inspiration in the er... toilet? hahas. -shrugs-
disapproval pout, indifferent stare.
the perfect black monster gave me her dare to have that big fat 17 staring hard at me, piercing thru my fragile eyes, blurring my vision, fading into disappearance, it jus made no sense. took a step back in disbelief. return my gaze to the awful blemish there on the quavering paper - those c6s, those fucking c6s. yes. i cried. tears of relieve, tears of regret, tears of disappointment a tinge of everything blend into one tasteless emotion. numbed. neutral. mind in a daze. i jus cant think. this is weird. hahas. suddenly feel like expressing myself with er.. yes poems. think i kena influenced or sth. anywae. do try to leave a lil comment in my gbk on this poem if possible. wanta noe how it sounds. hahas. but oh wells. Os results sucked. only mine that is. :( the only consolation i gathered frm this misery is the huge jump of 7grades in chem. frm a F9 to an A2. -grinns- impressive ehs? but if only it happens to all subs. too many if onlys i guess. sighs. but then again. think it's more than wat i should deserve. so instead of feeling sad and all i should be thankful with wat i have lars. congrats to those who did well. im prouda you all. :) hmms.. decided to have comfort food at fish and co with brenda. this pretty girl did me real proud. ahhas. her lit actuallie made it!! and other subs too lars. tho i noe it's not her best it's okae dear. it was good effort. :) hmms.. lets recap yesterdae. played vball for like 2 hrs? it was fun. think im gonna miss 1t11. :( oh and of cos not forgetting to mention the big bully justin who's the constant irritant of mine yesterdae. sighs long story. bottom line is he irritated the hell outta me. :\ anywae.. uploaded pics taken yesterdae and todae under 'the school' er.. 60 onwards plus a couple more under 'the outings'. yup. -yawns- had a reallie tiring dae. off to bed! nites world! :)
pretty uneventful dae. pon sch halfwae cos i seriously dont feel like sitting thru the 45mins for the unprepared geog test. sighs. left sch in a rather discreet manner i would sae. hahas. wenta lido with leen liying and daisy for food. thot we could make it for macs breakfast. oh wells. it was 1130 alr lar. so settled with sth else. :) den wenta plae pool. hang arnd for awhile before i go back sch for facils briefing. yay! im in!! but then now gotta see if im staying in cj lars. hahas. being a facil sounds reallie exciting. :D like finallie my wish to organise orientations is fufilled! hahas. oh wells.
miss grandstand. tho i jus went yesterdae. wanted to go there todae but couldnt find time. im currently caught in some unwanted shit again. yes i mean AGAIN. sighs. why am i like alwaes so caught up in these crap? -shrugs- simply had no idea. jus hope that everything will fall into place nicely and someone has to take that crucial first step. sigh. i wonder who. mans. im not talking any sense. oh wells..
fwah!! ac fun fair was so not fantastic! sorrie virn. i think st nicks one is like so much betta lors. sigh. i miss st nicks again. :( met TONS of ppl there. frm the tao nan peeps to the stnicks girls and even cjcians! it's like some kinda gathering there mans. like reallie dint expect to see so many ppl there. so yea. then got kinda bored and left after like 2 hrs? wenta visit leen with daryl hn and shinglam. combi kinda weird lar. but oh wells.. hahas. joyce and justin were alr there lar. so yea.
sigh. i officially announce that grandstand shall be my favourite hangout in cj. hahas. it's true lors. that place's reallie good when ure in those sappy pensive mood. sigh. been visiting it quite often recently. :) results are abt to release soon. feeling neutral towards it. i cant expect much anywae. so shall jus sit and wait. maybe cry? hahas. no i shant. definitely not in fronta
bwahaha. another test. this time ripped it off virn. ask me if you want the link or jus link the virn's blog. lazy to type it here lars. :) hahahs. im one happie girl again. considering that i went thru some shit a few daes ago lar. self-created shit. how shit is that. hahhas. :) lalallaas.
hmms.. oh guess wat. i got recommended into shooting. er. air rifle to be exact. hahas. cos this j2 was like WHOA!! nice shot mans. hahas. then he was like telling daryl how nice i've controlled the pressure thingie on the trigger. hahhahas. -head swelling in process.. - :) then daryl calculated the points for me and he went like wow. not bad for a first-timer eh. hahas. so yea. might reallie consider joining lars. :) hahas. shall post the result cards online after i find the time to take pics of them. :) rite.. im gonna be some enthu freak now. yay mans!! -jumps arnd- hahas. actuallie took the form to sign up as facil (another term for ogl) for the second intake orientation. WOW rite? hahas. :) yea. off to bed. but gotta plot gp outline first tho. sigh. -yawns
who are you
You're a woman who always reaches out to help. You're a woman with a very balanced personality and lifestyle. You believe in making room in life to relax, think, and have fun. You refuse to settle long-term for a boring job or doing something just because it's expected of you. Love is the same way. You know what real love feels like and you'll accept no imitations! You pride yourself on not being the "typical woman." You're more honest and straightforward than most women. But just because you don't "wear your heart on your sleeve" doesn't mean you lack deep feelings. In fact, you're deeply committed to your loved ones and the causes you believe in. Women as truly balanced as you are very rare. what's dating all about to you? You're a true romantic. To you, finding a loving relationship is a mission or journey with clear goals and even a timeline. Falling in love is an especially magical experience. You're suddenly free from the rules and thinking that guide your life. You usually keep your feelings and life under control. But remember, the bigger the dam, the bigger the flood when it breaks! You face two major challenges in finding the love of your life. First, it's easy for you to get too focused on finding Mr. Right and getting married, rather than "going with the flow" and seeing where dates lead you. Second, you're at risk for missing a great man because he doesn't initially seem to meet your standards. who ure looking for He'll be an enigma. You're looking for a man who's smart, insightful and has an insatiable curiosity about life. He's always studying problems and finding ways to fix them. He's very independent and a little hard to get to know, especially emotionally. But he's worth the effort! The best strategy is to spend one-on-one time with him, rather than go out with groups. He's a good conversationalist, especially if you get him talking about books or any of his many interests and hobbies.
heys leen! this is for you. :) it's the gp questions. if in doubt dont hesitate to gimme a call or sth kae? maybe you can check for hw here in future lar. hahas. get well soon dear! we all miss you! :)
1. 'family ties are being threatened because more rights are given to women.' is this true? 2. 'being a parent today is more difficult than it used to be.' do you agree with this view? 3. one of the great problems of the modern world is its ageing population. what do you think can be done to ease the burden on the young? 4. 'today's children are neglected children.' do you agree? heys remb to read the family readings too! :)
first thing first!! happie vdae ppl! :) had a fantastic weekend with brenda jas and hn! dinner was at fish and co. :) hahas. it was simply sumptuous. thanks dears for comprising with my haste to leave. hahas. think you all noe wat i meant. :) anywae. brenda's present was reallie sweet! thanks dear! the spices smells er.. good! hahas. okae okae. jas' present also not bad lar. :)
hmms.. then wenta meet joyce denyse ron daryl and justin at far east. leen left early lars. but she promised me joyce will entertain me. hahas. so guess it's not that bad? :) yup. left far east for some 'secret corner' at lido. started playing with cards. hahas. this shows how bored we were. ron left arnd 11 followed by denyse. hmms.. then decided to go get the free flow drink. talked abt some stuff till like 1plus then cabbed home. hahas. had a fairly nice dae i must sae. for now i shall curl up in my comfy bed! :) ciao!
The Sonnet
Deliberate Gentle Love Dreamer (DGLDf) Romantic, hopeful, and composed. You are the Sonnet. Get it? Composed? Sonnets want Love and have high ideals about it. They're conscientious people, caring & careful. You yourself have deep convictions, and you devote a lot of thought to romance and what it should be. This will frighten away most potential mates, but that's okay, because you're very choosy with your affections anyway. You'd absolutely refuse to date someone dumber than you, for instance. Lovers who share your idealized perspective, or who are at least willing to totally throw themselves into a relationship, will be very, very happy with you. And you with them. You're already selfless and compassionate, and with the right partner, there's no doubt you can be sensual, even adventurously so. You probably have lots of female friends, and they have a special soft spot for you. Babies do, too, at the tippy-top of their baby skulls. ALWAYS AVOID: The 5-Night Stand, The False Messiah, The Hornivore, The Last Man on Earth CONSIDER: The Loverboy take the test here!
yay!! donate blood todae. :D hahas. obviously im not some pervs who enjoys donating blood lars. cos todae many happie things happened! and hn witness like one of those things?! :) yup yup yup. those lil' things reallie made my dae. tho it may be due to my excessive thinking.. hahas.
i like you. but we hardly noe each other. dont think you even remb me. wat's worse. ure not gonna see this anywae. how shit is that. :(
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pretty shitty dae. :( a string of events jus struck off jus because im like super sleep deprived. dint sleep for the entire nite to be exact lar. :| cant sleep. mind too occupied with crap. jus realised i've been brooding over this person but as if there's of any use. he simply jus wont noe. :( sigh. maybe cos i hasnt been sleeping and cant think straight. -shrugs- i dunnoe.
cross-country todae. came in 23rd. almost made it to top 20 lor! sigh. told you it was a screwed up dae. rite.. damn tired. off to my bed. ciao.
hmms.. jus came back frm joyce's bdae celebration at ron's place. decided to take a breather. tho im not very enthu abt it cos apparently i dont reallie noe ppl who are going. lemme see.. ppl who were present.. joyce of cos. leen. jacq. denyse. ron. mark. justin. max. and daryl. hope i dint miss anyone out. :) like outta so many i only noe a couple. so yea. kinda lugged my wae there.
guessed they'll be having food fight when i cant reach leen on the phone. thot i jus escaped the food fight cos it jus ended when i reach the place. but i was so wrong. hahas. came home like a walking choco fudge cake. they jus attacked me like nobody's business!! stuff cake into my mouth and ears. thanks alot mans ron and mark. now i go to bed smelling like the cake! :\ tried swimming but the residents jus cant resist chasing us awae. like wat the. then was trying to look for max's specs in the pool while the security constantly chase us awae. hmms.. after that sat at some corner and start talking till like nearly one when security came AGAIN. then we left. guess now the rest are still at the airport having supper. felt too gross to go with them. so came home instead. think that pretty sums up my dae. quite screwed in the afternoon actuallie. sighs. dreading..
feeling pensive. thinking too much. mind in a fluster? too many whys. too many unknowns. escapism. choose to remain unfeeling. fuck refusal. dreading everything i do. stoning alot. what's focus? where's me? huh? mans. this
crack.. crack.. CRACKKK! that's the sound produced by my right knee. kinda aching abit now. :( had pe earlier todae lars. damn tired. ran 12 rounds. kae.. it's the puny cj track's 12 rounds. hmms.. abt 4k? that's wat the pe teacher sae lars. mondae's cross-country wots. doing some last min shit. hahas. :)
stayed back to finish up the lil' bit of my geog but ended up talking to liying and desmond. as usual we start bitching again. hahas. then crack each other up a little with the usual crap lar.. :) quite an uneventful dae cept maybe for the super lame econs teacher who kept looking at liying. :) hahas. and nathan's not here!! :D sigh.. then obviously i screwed my geog test up. oh wells.. :| the four of us are meeting up with jiang tmr. hmms.. kinda sick and tired of going out recently.. like forever everyone's not going.. then im left all alone. :\ sighs..
hmms.. life's been quite monotonous. been playing pool like some addict. hahas. then there're like tests and more tests coming up. sigh. talk abt life..
 You are one of the few out there whose wings are truly ANGELIC. Selfless, powerful, and divine, you are one blessed with a certain cosmic grace. You are unequalled in peacefulness, love, and beauty. As a Being of Light your wings are massive and a soft white or silver. Countless feathers grace them and radiate the light within you for all the world to see. You are a defender, protector, and caretaker. Comforter of the weak and forgiver of the wrong, chances are you are taken advantage of once in awhile, maybe quite often. But your innocence and wisdom sees the good in everyone and so this mistreatment does not make you colder. Merciful to the extreme, you will try to help misguided souls find themselves and peace. However not all Angelics allow themselves to be gotten the better of - the Seraphim for example will be driven to fighting for the sake of Justice and protection of those less powerful. Congratulations - and don't ever change - the world needs more people like you. claim your wings - pics and long answers brought to you by quizilla |