out with brenda again. bought this black top. happy. :) thanks dear for running here and there to get my stuff. whoa.. but then good exercise mans! my legs are aching! hahas. anywae. remb i promised to give you credit? :D

rite.. been having weird dreams recently. dreamt of me and mich in different hotels with different men (??!?!) haha. dont worry. definitely not wet dreams. like come on lar. :\ but then those dreams had been reallie weird. as if they're gonna happen in future or sth. not exactly sth bad but it's jus sth i wont anticipate. :) maybe cept for one lar. the lil' girl i dreamt of. -points below- hahas. cos she was my kid and she's wearing adidas apparel! you noe those lil' shoes and stuff? damn cute!! :) mans wake up xin! :)

one more dae to new yr!! sigh. been contemplating for daes if i shld choose the direct wae and clear some shit before a new yr begins. you noe. sort out stuff with ppl rite into their face or sth? been doing this all these yrs. dunnoe if i shld do it again not cos this time seems like there'll be lotsa complications which i wont want. SIGH. need a third party's view. :(
hmms.. woke up damn late todae. that probably explains why im still online. hahas. had many weird dreams. remb one particularly cos it's abt me giving birth to this adorable lil' girl whom i named it victoria. hahas. like eh? anywae. finished uploading my pics! first album ehs. check them out. :)
grrreat boxing dae! :D tho my christmas wasnt that fun. :) it was pigging out session at jas' place with brenda. a pity hweengee wasnt there. miss you dear. :( so the three of us ate and ate in the food-forbiddened av room. haha. never seen sucha lame host before. well. had some personal jokes. :)

hmms.. watched vcds. waterboys and spirited awae. practically laughing my head off and choked on one cashew nut. haha. :\ grrreat shows. :) gosh! should see the collection of vcds in her hse mans! she can start a vcd rental service alr! hoho. saw her newly installed fish tank with a school of super lame shy fishes. hahas. mans. wanta jus stae at her hse! :) ate dinner at her hse too with jas cooking some dishes. haha. how incooperative her brother was mans. actuallie said the food she cooked sucks. haha. but on the whole it was EDIBLE. so yea. :) sigh. recently kept running outta words to sae. so i shall jus summarise and sae todae was fantastic and i enjoyed my company very very much. :)

oopsie. next wk sch re-open alr and i still dunnoe how to get to my sch. hahaha. wat the! nyjc only starts sch 5 daes later or sth! life's so unfair. :\
yay!! -jumps arnd!- finallie got my cam. it's a canon ixus II. :D been reallie in a dilemma before i decide on which one to buy and when to buy mans. came up with some angel and devil shit to do analysis. haha. and brenda heard the wholesome of that shit. :) anyhows. im damn excited to use the cam!! :D lalaladidums! the 10hrs of charging hurry end!! oh brenda goi!! i noe how to stop ur cam frm taking shaky pics alr!! shorten ur self-timer thingie!! :)

went towning with that orh biang red colour harvey norman bag!! argh. horrible shit i'd tell you. :\ anywae. ate the reallie reallie nice far east chicken rice! and our hungry mich was god damn quiet. hahas. cos she was eating and eating non-stop till she bit herself thrice on the same spot! hoho. :) shld see her serious face trying to finish her plate of rice lor. but then again we were damn hungry lar. this karin tan is chao fussy i'd tell you. a lil' flaw also cannot. hahas. somemore not even for herself lor! to think me and via sacrifice our precious shopping time to help her find! hahas. :D

sigh. been liking all -ahem- gays. apparently heard frm looi that both paul scholes and karl (rodrigo santoro) are gays! :\ -sobs- but wat the. think looi's jus jealous lar. hahahas. :)
hahas. click here for nydc pics! :) tho it's only a few pics with lotsa repeated crap you gotta check the gorilla out! hahas. think getting my cam soon. :) cant wait.
you look into my eyes
i go out of my mind
i cant see anything
cos this love's got me blind
i cant help myself
i cant break the spell
i cant even try
it's central library then suntec with brenda todae. :) sorry babe. was late for like 20mins? hahas. maybe more. :) borrowed some books. feel so intellectual now. hoho. esp there's this book i borrowed on british royalty. brenda thot i was joking when i sae i wanted it. haha. obviously i had a bad sense of humour. :) haha. oh. AUDE!! you owe me 14bucks fine and my library card!! sigh. almost forgot abt the poor lil' card.

decided to leave for the nydc at suntec. haha. funnie shit happened! took bus 36 without knowing where it's gonna head. then was guessing here and there believing that after the bus make this particular turn and we'll reach suntec. in the end it looped in town and we literally toured town once in the bus before alighting at suntec convention. hahaha. rite. i think it's funnie. :)

hmms.. then at nydc another funnie shit happened. was trying to take this gorilla without shaking the cam. then this fattie waiter came to stop us cos he thot we were taking him. then brenda was like "er. we're taking the gorilla." then did her typical eye-rolling. like wat the. pls lor. unless he thot the gorilla was him lar. hahaha. :) then was trying to take karl on her love actuallie OST's booklet. mans. he looked fantastic! :D we ate like we never ate for daes i'd tell you! then took 7mins plus to ask the fattie waiter for the bill. hilarious! :)

loiter arnd suntec then rushed to mph to get my christmas cards and get like "cheapo! cheapo!" ringing in my ears. irritating brenda! :\

hmms.. love actuallie OST is grreat. :)) "i feel it in my fingers. i feel it in my toes.." -looks at brenda- hahahah. fwah!! long entrie sia! -yawns- shall write my cards tmr! :)
yay! went suntec with carm to drool over those hotties there! hoho. :) then dropped by max brenner! the choco's superb i'd tell you. :) im happy. so happy! fancy getting into cj arts with 20pts! rite. at least i got a place in a jc. wats even betta is i got my first choice! :) but then again. it's only the first 3 mths lar. so we shall see.. :) guess i'll jus move on after the 3mths. hmms.. guess im the only one who's like god damn happy eh? who cares. at least i got into my ONLY choice. so yea. :)

yay! done with my new blog layout! :)) how's it? actuallie it looks kinda same to me cept that it's black. hahaha. :)
go listen to sugababes - too lost in you!! :))
School Posted To CATHOLIC JUNIOR COLLEGE
Course Posted To ARTS / 0802A

hoho. im one happy girl now. :) -hops arnd-
now i was once a fool, it's true
i played the game by all the rules
but now my world's a deeper blue
i'm sadder, but i'm wiser too
i swore i'd never love again
i swore my heart would never mend
said love wasn't worth the pain
but then i hear it call my name
addicted to those love actuallie soundtracks! :) jus find them simply addictive. or maybe jus me lar. haha. jus found out karl's actuallie a damn hot BRAZILIAN actor called rodrigo santoro! hoho. hot hot fella. :D gonna buy the vcd. i dont care! haha.
hmms.. finallie stepped outta the hse. been stuck at home for daes man. thanks to the damn rain. make me wanta sleep more only. :) anywae. watched love actuallie with hweengee and brenda. whoa!!! karl is damnit hot!! so hot! hot! hot!!! -takes out brenda's korean fan and starts fanning- hahas. lame. was telling brenda he'll look even betta without those nerdy specs and i was so damn rite. :D and before i knew it i was in for an eyefeast! he stripped!!! hahas. hot like pancakes i'd tell you! :) kae.. get a grip. the movie doesnt revolve arnd him. haha. hmms.. on the whole was not bad lar. there's this part that reminds me of someone. :) no bad feelings tho. jus nostalgic. see how pms can affect a person. :\ oh the lil' sam was chao cute too! love his cute british accent and huge eyes! hahas. :)

took neoprints too. damn lame. somemore make so much noise. but the pics turned out well! :) wenta borders to look for books on UAE. am i bored or wots? but aiys. im reallie bored. haha. search high and low but only manage to find one pathetic book on it. end up reading up on london instead. haha. while brenda read up more on seoul. this girl is making me feel like dropping by korea! argh. :\
woohoo!! brenda goi's back! :) she jus did a wonderful feat in korea. that is eating LIVE octopus!! hahas. like filming an episode of fear factor eh? :)

yippee! so happy. now i've got eeyore staring back at me each time i look at my phone! :) oh. anyone have infernal one and two vcds? wanta watch! lend me kae! :)) -look at virn especially-
im one happy girl todae! :D guess wat. finallie have my mense! -jumps arnd!- hahas. so that means i can shake that blardie irritating pms off my shoulders easily! :) hahas. rubbish lar. anywae. can wait to go out after all my heavy flow daes! :) -beams- remb to ask me along if going out kae! jas! when are we going ur hse?! after brenda come back lar kae? hahas. :)

hmms.. been kinda addicted to gunbound. hahas. wat a game. thanks to my bro lar. :) -yawns- gonna sleep soon. bio clock's damn screwed. hahas. sigh. you.
fuck. pms is seriously getting control over me. one moment i was surged with excitment happily waiting for wed to come cos going big splash. then the very next i got caught up in the fact that im getting fucking bored by this damnit hols. somehow depression manage to sink in comfortably and here im with my vision blurred again the moment the song hits its chorus. dunnoe why those fucking jay chou songs have such dire effects on me. :( been thinking thru alot which no one can understand. so pls dont try prying into me cos i also dunnoe how to tell and i dont see the point in telling. then again. pls bear with my shit while i struggle thru my pms. fuck pms. :\

why must it be you? maybe i shld stop talking to you before things get outta hand. :(
i can see the pain living in your eyes
and i know how hard you try
you deserve to have so much more
i can feel your heart and i sympathise
and it'll never criticize all you've ever meant to my life
bad. think my mood jus changed 180 degrees. :| been listening to jay's new song and suddenly all the sad stuff kept flooding back. nothing specific tho. like fuck. i actuallie teared. why?! how i tried so hard to bury everything and they're resurfacing again. :( how i tried forgetting all the fucked-up truths and everything. how i stop hating myself. maybe my burying skills aint that good afterall eh? feel damn lousy now. everything's fucked. :\ you are such an ass.

pms. :)

discover what candy you are @ quiz me


been in a quizy mood. :)
hahas. think that horoscope reading of mine sound kinda true and it's hilarious! thanks ka for forwarding the mail! :) -hugs
CANCER WOMAN

When she is in love, she will act both ways. First, Shy and polite trembling to be near you. Second, Attach to you like glue and trying to be with you all the times. She will try to go home with you after work, or have every lunch with you. It is O.K. if you like her too, but if is is not the case, you will feel very uncomfortable.

She hates to be talked about or gossiped by someone else. If she knows she will be very hurt. In nature she is a shy type, except she has been influenced by some other Zodiac. She is not a brave or daring type, so if you like her then you better be the one who start first. She will not accept her true feeling, so if you like here you better tell her first.

She is like a musical note always change in tunes, so one minute she can be funny and cheerful, and one minute she can be sad and depress. Other people may think of her as "Over-acting", or "Over-reacting".

When she is depress, she will go out and look for things to make it up. She loves money, and thinks of having "Money" as "happy", not as "God". She will not look down at you if you do not have a lot of money, but she will help you make money, save money. She is not an extravagant person and sometimes will tell you not to buy her expensive and not useful gift.

She is the type who enjoy a long and quiet walk. Cancer woman also influenced by the "moon", so under the moon light she will be fascinating woman.

She has a constant fear for many things. She fear of not being smart enough, not pretty enough. Even if she is not fat, she will not be satisfy. Assuring
her of her look would help, because she can change mood 4 times a day.

She is not stingy, but you will not surprise if you see she collecting old or broken junks. She sees that everything are useful to her. She will find a way to re-use it again some day. She is not a jealous type,but possessive.

The best part of her is that she will sacrifice everything for her love one with no limit. Don't leave her in times of troubles, she will never forget it. She is not a weak type, even she looks like one, Example if you argue with her, she might cry her heart out. Once you left, she will wipe her tears and start clean up her apartment normally.

She is a very careful mother and will look after her kids every steps of the way. If she is a mother of your children, you are at ease, but if she is your mother in law, you are in pain. Not to worry, this type of mother in law will not let her own daughter being an "Old mate".

She could be moody and argue with you in many little things like many women, but she always wait and want to take care of you. If you argue with her and disappear a few days, she will be waiting for you, but not for long O.K. This kind of testing is risky, try not to do it.

The Cancer woman need 2 things to be happy which are "Work" and "Love". She can be live in a dusty house, but she can not live in that same house with no Love.
hotmail change layout! :) hmms.. am reallie bored at home. gonna pack my room soon since almost everyone's doing that now. hahas. im broke anywae.

hmms.. brenda goi! so are we plaeing mj at shu's hse on thurs? remb mich's going too okae. :)