hmms.. it's another dae in sch till 9 in the night. getting reallie drained. :( aiyys. anywae. had great company tonight. me carm and nartz were lying comfortably on the bumpy track, looking at stars. they're reallie beautiful. :) -beams- hahas. like kinda eerie and we faced a danger of having some unknown hidden creature pouncing on us. so yea. hahas. we gotta see a falling star! :) then we all quickly make wishes! greedy me wished for many many things cos thot it'll be like my only chance to wish upon a falling star. hahas. it's like reallie nice and sad at the same time cos the star seem to fall for us. sigh. there's always a beginning and an ending to everything. :(

-yawns- got back results. felt totallie shittified. like not as if i dint expect lar. still i reallie regret for over-slacking. i could've gotten a satisfactory score but jus choose to scew things up. fuck lar. then the worse is i gotta get the result slip frm that bitch. did it so reluctantly lor. :| rite.. think im gonna start mugging again. yuppers. poof!

xin doesnt have a life now!! all she does is mug dae and night. yup. literally. poof! she's so tired now. time's running out lar. lemme see 15 more daes.. wonder if she can make it. sighs. :( rite. off to do chem alr. ciao.

where's the hand to hold mine and guide mine through bad times?

sigh. last week's been reallie bad. suddenly on thurs i had new insights towards life which kinda freak me out now. hahas. sorrie for all the unnecessary problems i've created for carm and brenda. but at least now i noe there are ppl out there still cares abt me rite? hahas. :) -attempts to hug both tightly- but still. think im far away from the sunshine after the rain. hmms. the rain's still pouring lor. hahas. me and my stupid analogy. :| buck up time!

anywae. sth reallie amusing happened. some caucasian actuallie anyhow publish my email add under HER profile in some chatroom kinda webbie. wat the. and i've got like tons of desporados frm all arnd the world adding me to their msn contacts. :| rite. click here and check it out.

hmms.. saw some chiobus while flipping mags. :) gosh they're so so pretty! currently writing virn's autograph book. big project i'd tell you. hahas. anywae. feel like im back in the primary six year. hahas. and brenda reallie cracked me up that dae with all lame poems we wrote in ppl's books when we were primary six. :)

hungry! :( cant eat the entire dae. gums aching lar. went for dental yesterdae and guess wat? my waiting number was 0512! so i've decided to keep that receipt. hahas. silly me. anywae. off to do math. cant slack. ciao!

yay! on's shall be my xiao an zi for one whole dae! :) decided to link the tako pachi game cos i finallie got the perrfect score! bwahaha!! :) by the wae it's HIGHLY addictive! :)

love equals friendship minus reason plus sex.

hmms.. i hear thunder. gonna rain i think. nice weather to sleep! :) been having jc talks for the past few weeks after prelims. so tempted to go so many jcs! sigh. but first i gotta get good grades rite? -nods head vigorously- hopefullie i can make it somehow. sigh.

-screams!- having severe burnts on my body esp the back and super rosy cheeks. think it's gonna peel like hell. : | but anyhows. had a wonderful weekend with fookus! :) the sentosa outing was so successful cos we had so much fun! :)) hmms.. but then again. maybe cos i was in a good mood too? -shrugs- but seriously. recently i've been reallie cheery. hahas. dunnoe why also. :) anywae. had a sleepover at virn's hse. jul me karin mich and via squeezed into one mattress. hahas. it's in the exact position some more. failed to have our vcd marathon somehow. but it's okae. wenta sentosa to sun tan and plae volley. it thot was reallie fun. :)

sad. this is gonna be my last time to enjoy till end of the dreaded 'o's. cos after sundae i'll be a changed and motivated person to mug dae and night to obtain my goals!! :)) hahas. first time hear xin so determined eh? think she must be joking rite? ure so so WRONG! bwahahas!

anywae. check out on's tako pachi game. can be found on virn's and on's blog. chao fun! :)