i cant go on as long as i believe
cant let go when i keep wondering

you speak and there is no other voice that i can hear.

-shrieks!- 24 more hours to the dreadful prelims! totallie freaking my ass out i'd tell you. sigh. been so restless for the past few hours. thinking abt things which i'm not supposed to think. :( i jus cant help it! and wats worse? it's at the most inappropriate time. like fuck. -plops down my bed and cries in my pillow-

-sniffs- been hooked onto britney spears' first two cds recently. weird. but somehow i dun seem to mind. jus played those cds in a repeat mode. like huh? in repeat mode? aiys.. cant be bothered lar. too occupied in my warped state of mind. hmms. did i phrased it correctly? hecks. like who's gonna care. no one's online! think everyone's been mugging dae and nite 'cept for me. sad case. :|