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women complain about pms, but it is the only time of the month that i can be myself.
heh. check this out! ripped it off somewhere and thought it's kinda true 'cept for some parts lar. :) JULY: fun to be with. secretive. difficult to fathom and to be understood. quiet unless excited or tensed. takes pride in oneself. has reputation. easily consoled. honest. concerned about people's feelings. tactful. friendly. approachable. emotional temperamental and unpredictable. moody and easily hurt. witty and sparkly. not revengeful. forgiving but never forgets. (haha.) dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. guides others physically and mentally. (eh?) sensitive and forms impressions carefully. caring and loving. treats others equally. strong sense of sympathy. wary and sharp. judges people through observations. hardworking. no difficulties in studying. loves to be alone. always broods about the past and the old friends. (so true!) likes to be quiet. homely person. waits for friends. never looks for friends. not aggressive unless provoked. prone to having stomach and dieting problems. (haha) loves to be loved. (aww!) easily hurt but takes long to recover. :)
you never get a second chance to make a first impression.
yipes!! the stars are reallie pretty! :) was watching out for Mars actuallie but decided that the 'star-dotted' sky is more interesting. hahas. ladidums. no more tests for this week! happie. cos this means it's slacking time! hoho. :) sighs. nothing much to blog! 'cept maybe for todae? cos that fucking irritant is pissing carm off like hell. and thank goodness there's a 'get back' time when we all hafta nominate teachers for some reallie stupid awards. haha. were reallie sacarstic mans. but oh well. who cares. :| hahas.
whatever the mind can conceive and believe, it can achieve.
heh. not in school! hahas. cos had this reallie high fever yesterdae. mans. freaking high i'd tell you. it's 39.1 degrees! -faints- but then feeling betta todae alr so decided to blog. :) hmms. my comp's alrite now! yay!! it's not because of the msn lar. some complicated stuff in my xp which cause the wormie virus. so yea. it's cured!! hahas. :)  do you need a boy/girl friend now?  are you easily stressed?  which [Seven Dwarfs] are you? hmms.. ripped off from virn. :)
in the darkest hour, the soul is replenished and given strength to endure.
hmms. that quote up there is for everyone! :) fucking stressed these daes mans. like wat the hell. squeezing 6 freaking heavy tests in a week? and prelims are looming nearer and nearer alr!! :| grrreat. mondae gonna have my oral. -prays reallie hard- i seriously dont want it to be screwed up. sigh. im so tired of all the mugging! for the first time my room's piled up with loads of books. rite. picture this. tys lying arnd. textbooks stacked up untidily. empty bag in some corner. wires all hidden under my books. bed not made. argh!! everything's in a mess!! aiyar. cant be bothered lar. :| FUCK! my comp's down with the wormie virus. :( thanks to my everdearest msn ver 6.0! :| alrite. wadever. gonna scan for viruses later. anywae. watched the man u match jus now. tsk tsk! my darling scholes scored!! hahas. -grins- oh. and thought the new ronaldo was chao cute. -melts- love his pair of eyes!! hee. :) and he's fucking fast! damnit good at ball control. -melts till i evaporate!- hahas. lame. hmms.. go check out jay's third song in his new album! it's chao nice!! :) sigh. but then the song reminds me of lotsa sad stuff. :( alrite. gonna do ss notes now. :) -waves-
the love that we cant have lasts the longest, hurts the deepest and feels the strongest.
taadaa! this is the dae that im gonna be alrite. -points below- :) somehow i dun feel so miserable alr. guess i jus get to caught up in the whole thing when im not even involved. hahas. cant help it lar. im a pure worrier. maybe should jus learn to take things easy. -nods my lil' head- hmms.. decided that you can jus like her for all i care. was feeling reallie horrible when you squeezed into the lil' picture. but then again wat am i to sae anything at all. :| it's like i cant stop you frm liking her rite? wat's the point of making myself miserable? so yea. shant be affected by anything now that i've jus found my goals. :)) carm will definitely noe wat i mean cos of all the crap i'd jus told her. hahas. me and my inspirational story! ahem. anybody wanta noe can ask me or wait for my story to be published. hahas. :) -giggles!- by the wae. it's jem's birthdae! happie birthdae! :) yup. hopes he sees this somehow. :)
loving someone can be the most beautiful thing in existence; remembering loving someone can be the most destructive.
sigh. all the sad sad love quotes. :( mans. im fucking confused. like how am i gonna fucking face the both of you? :\ i dunnoe. felt reallie sorrie for myself and it seems like im as helpless as you. but so? so wat? no one ever gives a fucking damn. like wat the hell. xin is so so stupid to cling onto air for a year. yea. and xin is sucha useless coward too. hide! avoid! go on doing like this and see wat comes outta it. screwed. :( trying damnit hard not to blame or point finger at anyone. it's one wae afterall. like who will ever noe wat the hell happened rite? or maybe im too sensitive or sth. i dunnoe. jus feel pretty fucked up now. ure not the only one who feels horrible. it's torturous for me too. you noe? i dun think so. deep down im reallie hurt. why? cos it's you. :( sigh. it's jus my mad mutterings. pardon me. gonna be alrite in a couple of daes. till then. whee!! long long time since i last blogged! :) guess wat? i completely dint touch the comp for like two weeks? heh. damn prouda myself. :) hmms. nothing much to update though. cos everyone's like mugging and mugging and still mugging. :\ sigh. having a splitting headache. anywae. shall brainwash myself here. -repeats i dun like you anymore ten times!- :) hahas. shall do it every nite to get you outta my head. :) alrite. as if it'll work. big big sigh! :| |