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it hurts to love someone and not be loved in return, but what is more painful is to love someone and never find the courage to let that person know how you feel.
hmms.. dint go sch todae. decided not to go since i was given mc. :) studied the time table last nite and thought i'll be wasting my time in sch anywae. so yea. but then again. im also wasting my time at home. wake up. sneeze. online. tv. eat. then online again. that's how i end up blogging here. :\ daddy bought a choco fudge cake frm lana cakes! -drools- damnit nice!! but wat the. cant eat cos of my throat. :( shall do some recap since i havent been blogging for like a few daes? nothing much actuallie. wenta support netball on mondae and was freaking pissed with raffles and the kayu-fied umpire. then wenta support track on wednesdae. yay!! double champs! am reallie prouda glor and everyone in the team! :) yesterdae was netball again. sigh. lost this last game. :( but anyhows we are top 8 i think. :) went round looking at blogs and suddenly think that everyone's freaking
// bringin on the heartbreak //
where are you when i need you?
my birthdae. :)
sighs. better be off mugging. :\ -waves-
hahahas. just had this reallie funnie convo with hwee ngee on the phone. :) sometimes she reallie just cracks me up with all her lame stuff. :D oh guess wat. cutiepie shares the same bdae as SUSHILLA! hahas. funnie huh. cos carm happened to go in to the staff room just in time to see sherwood and sushi hugging each other. then carm asked sherwood why she hug sushi out of the blue and sherwood sae it's her bdae wat. :\ weird. so todae sushi's the bdae girl. ahem or should it be bdae old hag? hahas. meanie me! :)
hmms.. shall i link epebble on my blog? hahas. lame. anywae. nice weather todae! -beams- love cold weather though i like the sun too. cos you wont perspire that much lar. :) shall sleep now with my baby eeyore! bed feel so nice. :)) hahas. ciao!
wah lau. the women in joe millionaire are bitches! fuck them all mans. actuallie there's one nice one lar. but the rest are like. -shakes head- one of them actuallie had her breasts spilling outta her bikini in the hot tub with him. my goodness! all their breasts are like FWAH huge! hahas. get a grip xin. grip where? :\ hahas. not funnie.
feeling reallie upset now. by everything. why am i so stupid? feel like crying so badly but well so wat if i cry. anyone care? :| dun wanna go to sch tmr and the dae after and mondae and everydae. just wanna hide in my bed and sleep till i die. somebody read me the culling poem please. :( mood swings again. :\
how long will i be waiting?
until the end of time i dont know why i'm still waiting i cant make you mine
and when you need my arms to run into
i'll come for you nothing will ever change the way i feel wassup with me man. hahas. :) -points below- think it's because of my splitting headache. almost black out last nite. dunnoe wats happening to me. :| typed that subconciously i think. aiyar. wadever. im happier now! :)) haha. having mood swings again. -shakes head-
truth hurts. :( i'd rather not noe the truth. -covers my ears and closes my damnit eyes- fuck truth. fuck it. :( i shall run awae frm it again. yes again. well i've done it many times. not gonna care how fucking horrible im gonna feel. anywae. wat else can this coward, this fucking loser do besides escaping? :\ screwed.
yea. everything will be okae tmr. fuck escapism.
grrreat! epebble's a fucking good portal mans. :\ yea. fucking slow too. phew. finallie finish tranferring the venice powerpoint onto email. must reallie thank me mans. that stupid wen. :) hahas. hmms.. so it's july alr eh? sigh. so fast. freaking me out mans. :|
hmms. cant wait for 'recess' to come. as in the 11 to 1130 time slot. hahas. i'll be plaeing bridge online! -excited- :) |