oh. wat the hell. the freaking SARS is freaking the hell outta everyone. last minute no sch. how exciting. but now i'll have the time to do many many stuff!! :) went back yesterdae to collect my stuff. think the teachers are so so paraniod. actuallie chased us back home right after collecting ur stuff. "it's very dangerous you noe! you all arh. dun understand how severe it is." quoted frm gigi wong. but the thing is he's like talking to air lor. haha. everyone jus walk past him like he doesnt even exist. l o s e r.

hmm. listening to my linkin park cd. heh. damnit nice i tell you. :) it's reallie worth buying lor. hee. luckily virn passed it to me yesterdae. or i'll be rotting at home now. :)

my gawd. someone's singing britney's song. disgusting. haha. :)

yippee!! fullie recovered frm the flu and fever and stuff. haha. start piling junk food into my stomach alr!! -shakes head- bad sign noe. anywae. cant wait for wednesdae to come. -jumps up and down- haha. so prouda myself. actuallie got the linkin park tee and entrie to the listening party!! only limit to 500 noe. sigh. but i dint go in the end. wat the hell. :\

yup. gotta go studie chinese. must do well this time and achieve my AIM. ahem. I DUN CARE. :)

alrite. it's freaking me out mans. first i was suspected of contracting the notorious virus. you noe the one with the super long name and is currenting freaking the whole world out too? the one that attacks the lungs like nobody's business? yup. thats it. -phew- thank god im alrite now. the doc was so scared that i reallie contract that virus cos my fever actuallie hit 38.5 degrees? yup. and he saes im at the risk of being a pnuemonia (think it's spelt like that) patient. feel so relieved now that im not. :) :)

anywae. the second freaking thing is.. hmm. think i shant mention it. it's so paiseh. haha. anywae. tmr tightening braces. finallie decide on blue and orange. is it okae? i think it's okae. haha. lame leh. :) yup. gotta go sleep. feeling drowsy now after the medicine.

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oh dear. i sound so affected and sad by my results. hmm. shall cheer up. :) anywae. the freaking food and fun fair is finallie over. finallie can take a break. was super tired for the past few daes. first it was test. test. and more tests. then it's the food and fun fair. sigh. tmr still hafta go school for fluid. alrite. the earnings for 'there' was simply pathetic. maybe we should've jus stick with arcade games. wadever. it's over. was damnit chaotic and the school looks like a screwed up piece of shit when i left. freaking dirty.

dint do much yesterdae. gave up selling bangles after persuading these two primary kids for so long. i mean like who will buy rite? haha. then laze arnd abit and went to get my nails done with mich. that was when i thought i saw him. but hecks. dunnoe why so many ppl so interested in him when i was trying so hard to hide frm him. hmm. then went to the track's haunted hse. it's so not haunted cos the track ppl were so tired and they cant act well? haha. should've gone to the one in archive room instead.

whoa.. damn tired. slept for.. -counts fingers and toes- 16hours!! -faints- haha. sigh. think my md spoil!! was trying to transfer songs but failed. hmm. by the wae. the songs recommended by virn were quite nice. love angel and mesmerize and somewhere i belong especially much. :) haha.

eyes damnit puffed up and soar. it's so embarrassing can. fuck it. my life's so screwed. so so screwed. damnit fucking screwed. why must it be me? somebody tell me please. come on. not as if i'll fail so many subjects in one term or the languages rite? fuck the hell outta it mans. it's the biggest blow i ever had. never been sucha loser before. well. fuck. somebody jus take the fucking knife or sth and kill me. i'll be happier. :\ sick of all these shit. damnit fucking stressed and drained.

too bad for me that you can never understand me. im sorrie but i think you ought to think abt wat you sae. it's fucking hurting and im damnit pissed with ur fucked-up attitude. feel so sorrie for myself. dun think you even noe it and i dun intend to tell you anywae. sad huh. isnt it? :(

oh wadever. had enuf of all the shit i've been getting since last week. if only i'd just collapse and die somewhere in the middle of the road. i'll be free frm all these fucked-up shit. too bad. im still sitting here blogging. :\

off to download my songs!

hoho. -excited- food and fun fair is nearing!! :D crazy. for the first time in my life im so interested in sch event. mich also. think we're mad. sigh. been in the super slacker mood. cant wait for the fucked-up sushi's lessons to end tmr. den i'll be so so free and relax after the damnit essay!! haha. shut up lar xinwei. :\

die..im craving for ice lemon tea again!! somebody help me!! :|

tired. very tired. and theres sth wrong with my whole body system. muscles not listening to me. stomach rejecting food. brain got cocked up. okae. enuf. dat sounds reallie bad. haha. yesterdae ran relay. wah lau. it's like last min can. madness! sigh. todae went to check results. out of 8 teams they disqualified my team and brenda's. how pathetic.

hmm. jus finished the book, kiss me, judas. nice ending and nice content too! haha. :D sigh. but feel so sad now. dunnoe why. jus feel like flooding singapore with my tears. den there'll be lotsa NEWater!! haha. crap. jus shut the fuck up. :|

sigh. feeling damnit down. dunnoe why also. feel like crying so so much. anywae. thanks jas. u've reallie nice. :) sigh again. hasnt been eating alot too recently. having dat restless feeling i had the other time. sigh. sigh. sigh. todae's ss is a total piece of fucked-up shit. tmr's a maths test. finallie the horrible horrible tests-packed week is going to be over! yeah!! -jumps up and down- okae. im seriously going bonkas. hmm. going to the career 2003 talk tmr. hopefully it's not so crowded? maybe go catch a movie first. hmm. i shall see. yup. shall go study my a maths now!! :)