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heckx. shall come back another time to solve the backgroundthingie. off to watch my winter sonata!! whee!!
 ripped off somewhere
just change the background thingie. is it gross?
woOhoO!! haha. it's been so so long since i last blog. sigh. wuz reallie busy for the past few daes lorx. tsk! hweengee's bdae todae! finallie gave her dat ultra nice book! the whole world agrees dat it's nice lorx. haha. she shld be damnit lucky to have ME as a fren manx. :) anywae. hope she sees the thingie up there. it's specially for her lorx. shall only change after she sees it. haha. dat will be erm. dunnoe when. okae. eating cheng teng now. want some? hmm.. so nice. haha.
sigh. feeling abit sick now. dunnoe why also. brenda's leaving for china like in another three hours? why everyone's going to dat cheena-fied place? it's safer meh? rubbish! haha. at least betta den rotting at home. sigh. next week's training is consecutively three daes manx. can die. somebody help me! hopefully those irritating arses dun turn up. hmph!
okae. suddenly remembered dat little session with dat oh see moey. oh wat the. jus wasting MY time only lorx. so sacarstic. anywae. heres an unquotable quote frm her. er i only can remember this. ahem!
*our minds are like parachutes. it's useful only when it's open.* -rolls my eyes- wow. wat a quote.
i am back!!
haha. okae okae. so many billion things happened in these two daes man. haha. -burrp!- sorrie. jus finish my heated tako pachi. erm. actuallie it's not very nice but heck. shant care much abt it. it's frm j8. erm. went there for urban hunt. whoa!! so many flaws manx!! haha. okae. actuallie it's not dat bad larx hor. at least i enjoyed. :) haha. actuallie the camp wuz kinda fun larx. enjoyed myself more den last yr. :) okae. den last nite they were having this lame skit and i actuallie hafta act as coach!! haha. thought it wuz reallie reallie lame. anywae. starting to get the hang of rolling my eyes manx. sekali tmr during training we diao each other. hahahaha. think i am mad. sigh. why she dint make jelly this yr?? :) ahem. enuf of coach. last nite jas did some fortune telling for my love life. wat the. shld i believe it or not? it sounds reallie reallie nice lorx. but den it's too unrealistic in my case yea. sigh. if only... okae. den watched 'the bachelor' for the first time. kaox. dat so-called bachelor can jus fuck off and eat shit and die for all i care. he simply sux. jus as much as dat okae. think this is realiie a long entrie. shall stop here. :)
okae. so tmr's the camp. sigh. i dun feel like going. trying waes to make it sound fun. kept telling myself dat it'll be ultra fun. -rolls eyes- wadever. reallie gonna miss my bed!! sigh. so tired of living again.
s i g h. leg p a i n. b o r e d. torn a p a r t.
"Never look back," we said
how was I to know I'd miss you so? Loneliness up ahead, emptiness behind Where do I go? And you didn't hear all my joy through my tears all my hopes through my fears did you know, still I miss you somehow? From the bottom of my broken heart there's just a thing or two I'd like you to know you were my first love, you were my true love from the first kisses to the very last rose from the bottom of my broken heart even through time may find me somebody new you were my real love I never knew love 'til there was you from the bottom of my broken heart "Baby," I said "please stay. Give our love a chance for one more day" we could have worked things out taking time is what love's all about But you put a dart through my dreams through my heart and I'm back where I started again never thought it would end You promised yourself but to somebody else and you made it so perfectly clear still I wish you were here
just took medicine. wat the. feel like i'm floating. haha. so high now. sigh. i did went for training eventuallie though. muscles aching like shit now. but it's okae. got mc for like another one week? haha. oh no. can i like get a grip? feeling so damnit high. maybe the medicine is taking effect. luckily not reading any porn now. or else dunnoe wat shit i will get into. haha. wadever. talking cock. think i better go sleep. yep.
found out some awful truth. sigh.
sigh. waiting for this song to download. am BORED.
sigh. down with a damnit flu at the wrong time. had been so enthu in going for training. dunnoe if tmr can train not. feel so sick now. sigh. feel dat my nose is peeling. pain. but wat can i do? sigh again..
tsk! managed to transfer songs to my md alr! after like change my cpu? dunnoe wats the problem with it. anywae. happy dat i can transfer songs! haha.. hmm. jus now when to update my icq. pathetic. dint noe i had soooo many contacts. almost unbelievable. haha. sucks larx. blogger's lagging. wat the. it's time for them to polish up manx. alwaes have so many unneccessary problems. sigh. am reallie surprised with myself for survivng 4 daes with my braces! haha. think i am doing fine. managed to eat fishballs during the break. sucks. chem the whole dae. dun even understand a single shit she teach. sigh. shall go sleep. just ate some unknown but curable medicine. gotta go rest yea..
When I close my eyes
I can see you It's like you're right here And this feeling's only getting stronger You're with me everywhere
SOMEBODY HELP ME!! damnit. still cant figure out how the damnit net md work. suck shit. sigh. anywae. went to brenda's hse the whole afternoon. did hn's bdae present. -smiles- so nice.. cant wait to give it to her! haha. listening to david tao's cd. so nice!! love this song especially. dunnoe why aso. feel like including his lyrics. but den it's in chinese. abit problematic. think i like r&b alot. dunnoe why aso. think it's nice. sigh. i am crapping alr. am reallie stuck with my md. dunnoe wat to do with it. maybe i reallie dun deserve it. dunnoe.
okae. officially wearing braces for one whole dae? darn. hafta watch ppl eat good food while i try to swallow my whipped potato and porridge. wat the. oh mich sae i got the face for braces. haha. wadever lorx. alrite. so wx is not gonna tell me who her gf is. suddenly dun see the point of guessing. i dun even noe anything abt dat gurl lorx. abit dumb rite. it's okae. i've alwaes been like dat. sigh.
ARGH!! damnit. great! wow! bought net MD and dunnoe how to use. hahahaha. i am such an
AAAHHHHH!! got my net MD todae!! sigh. but den wasnt happie at all. dun think i deserve it. you noe. as in sigh.. dunnoe how to put it. feeling damnit
tsk! i changed my layout again!! haha.. sigh. think i wun be able to come online dat often anymore. shant tell why. it's a long story manx. AAHHH! the storybook damnit nice can. haha. okae okae. tell me how's my new layout kae. if cant see the background pic.. den too bad! :)
oh. damnit. stuck at home and rot.
help. going bonkas. soon.
suck shit. chinese is like tmr and i am only done with ONE book. great huh. anywae. heckx. jus found out dat we only studie for dat 25 marks. wats the damnit fucking point den? wadever. cant wait for the thing to end. it's kinda killing me alr. dying to finish my once and alwaes. erm a book by judith mcnaught yea. typical love story but still. think it's very nice. psst! getting md soon! haha.. anywae..SURPRISINGLY. i cant wait to start training. in the other words.
TSK! somebody give me some comments on my blog can? cant you all see i changed it? hmph!
 how would you commit suicide? YOU WOULD ASPHYXIATE YOURSELF. you're smart enough to realize that death isn't something to be toyed with, but you still have the occasional suicidal impluse or desire. you are extremely cautious where it comes to self-mutilation, self-abuse, and substance abuse. if you were going to commit suicide, you'd want it to be as painless as possible.
oh no! everyone seem to vanish into thin air jus like dat! sigh. no one is online now. guess they are all studying. sigh. havent even started yet. think i'll be in the ever deepest shit. anywae. AHH!! brenda gettin md and going jay's concert. i aso want!! sigh.. dun have the cash though. anywae. FUCK. my cousin is such an ass. you noe. a damnit smelly one. sucker. hope he sees this. shant talk to him for good. he jus simply suck to the damnit core.
alrite. it's not worth it to keep talking abt an ass. read this book. gosh it's so sweet!! i mean er the guy in it. i dint actuallie taste the book rite? anywaes. it's a long story yea. shant elaborate on it. okae. tmr got training. think i betta get some work done. counting down to the 'o's...3 more daes. shit. |