gosh. jus came home frm the damnit hospital! plucked 2 teeth again and fixed 2 pieces of metal into my set of teeth. wow rite. pain like shit can. sometimes i reallie wonder wat the hell am i doing. go thru all this shit to look er betta? heckx. and the worst thing is it's jus the begining. suck shit. sigh. it's worse than last wk can. now is the real stuff in my mouth though not all. wat am i crapping manx. anywae. am in real pain now!! wonder if i can eat or even talk later. sigh. shall jus stuff myself with panadols and sleep. den i can jus forget all abt the pain.

FUCK. damnit pissed. dunno why aso. seem to be aching everywhere. tired. suddenly think blogging is such a drag yea. dunnoe. sigh. see. running out of things to sae. so wat's the damnit fucking point? dun feel like going to sch tmr aso. such a DRAG. argh!

erm. nothing special happened todae. is the election consider special? er. come on. anywae. skipped training todae. felt damnit guilty. weird. sigh. so tired. should've stayed at home like mich yea. stupid.

fuck. wuz slap hard on the face with another cruel fact. no one's gonna understand the damnit fucking me.

change layout again.

sigh. somehow made my wae here though i mentioned dat i dun feel like blogging. anywae. think i am full of bullshit nowadaes. talking rubbish and things like dat. sigh. not a good sign i suppose. worried abt my grades suddenly cos my mum suddenly tell me to be prepared not going into a JC. suck shit. i knew it long time ago. jus cant bring myself to study. been thinking alot of crap instead of my books.

todae is the rallies. to be frank. i am not at all excited abt it. instead. i find it a drag. sigh. wuz trying hard to avoid dat gigi wong. cuz forgot to bring nametag and wuz like wearing slippers. haha. i look like some idiots running awae frm dat gay. anywae. heckx. dun reallie give a damn. sigh. tmr's gonna be another draggie dae. still hafta go training. dunnoe when i shld start. feeling very very fat now. anytime gonna be like dat fat arse. maybe abit betta larx. the last time i ran wuz like erm. before the exams? wadever.

anywae. carm wuz telling hwee ngee dat i am a romantic person though i dint reallie show it. reallie? i dunnoe.

argh. it's another damnit fucking slacking sundae. wadever. think PMS is coming again. heckx. i dun give a damn. dint do much todae. jus lie on my bed for almost 2 hrs. doing nothing. wow. sigh. getting reallie sick of living. somehow you live to suffer. wadever. i am not suicidal okae.

jus feel like breaking down and cry. what am i doing manx? can i like get a damnit fucking grip. fuck you! jus fuck off! damnit. fuck you. bitch! I HATE you so much! why are you doing this to me? why do you alwaes want to confuse me? why do you alwaes make me act like an idiot? why? why you? argh.. why..

trying to swallow my fries here. sigh. somebody help me.

pain. pain. pain. jus plucked 2 teeth to make wae for the braces thingie. mouth so empty now. next wk going back again to pluck another 2. sigh. mouth feel so 'rubbery' now. got some rubber stuff in between my teeth. argh. cant eat my dinner properly jus now. sigh. okae. shant complain any more.

the whole dae doing chinese. madness!! later still hafta do homework. sigh. i am reallie having bad luck can. sucks. wadever. dun feel like adding any more stuff. sigh.

SUCK SHIT. damnit. failed my combined humanities. got like 35? wat the. dun reallie give a damn though. anywae. think todae's training wuz betta. though i like dint train. wuz learning how to plae an jing on the piano frm jasmine. haha. not bad. quite a fast learner sia. learnt the first part quite well alreadie! haha. okae. -drained- going to sleep. tmr got dental!! plucking my teeth i think. heckx. dun reallie give a damn aso. had enuf pain frm my leggie alreadie. think these few daes jus suck worse than shit.

haha. now it's like 5 in the morning? never been online so early. anywae. i am ultra tired now. sigh. my foot is like so big again? cos walk the whole dae. sucks. everything jus simply sucks. damnit. i am so not satisfied with my grades. chem jus simply screwed up. a D7 slap rite across my face. kaox. i actuallie failed? wat the.

ARGH. whole leg damnit itchy. dunnoe got how many mosquito bites. ARGH!

everything seem so screwed and fucked up. everything jus simply sucks rite to the damnit core.

*teehee!* here's a declaration to make!! i am NOT pervert!! told ya it's healthy.. so it's NOT perverted!! sigh.. it's okae. anywae. todae is the ultra lame games carnival. -tired- had hell umpiring bball manx. limp here.. limp there.. the whole damnit blardie dae! ARGH. foot become kinda bloated AGAIN! sigh. sigh. sigh. shall come in slippers tmr. anywae. besides the bloated foot.. i kinda had a burnt nose too. poor thing. sigh! so pain can. some more face look like some red-ass baboon ( as in the ass ). yep. sucks like shit. all the damnit blardie irritating fat asses..bitches and arseholes spoiled my dae todae. it's okae. i'll find some other dae to spoil theirs!! haha. wadever. okae. tmr training starts. and guess wat.. i am NOT training!! bwhahahaha... =) okae. shall go rest. -tired-

ARGH!! dat blardie fat ass sae i am not up to the umpiring standard. blardie ass. fuck off! she's no betta. sucker.

oh hell. the whole world seems so bored -of all time- after exams. everyone seems to be doing quizzes. why?? i had NO idea. and why aint i sleeping at dis unearthly time? i had NO idea too.

OH NO!! am i too bored or wat?? have been like surfing sites with these pictures!! -points to the one below- the whole page is like filled with such erotic stuff? shit. betta get a grip. or else.. haha. okae. actuallie it's not dat bad you noe. it's advertisements after all. so you have the right to see such erm pictures.

okae. check this out man. this is where i get 'this' pic frm. it's erm frm SISLEY? erm.. BUT!! HANG ON FIRST.. think you betta check dat your mum's not around before you click on it. cos she may think you are surfing some porn sites yea. haha. okae. jus bear in mind. THIS IS HEALTHY!!

tsk! there you are. haha. i've jus like finish changing my layout?? sigh.. eyes gonna pop out anytime. kae. hope it's betta than the previous one yea. okae okae. gotta go!

GUESS WAT?? i jus came back frm the hospital. wah lau. waited for one hr can. madness!! heckx. managed to see the doc and he gave me excuse frm PE and training till erm..18 nov!! haha. -grins- but dat means i am going to put on a few more kilos. cos no exercise for so damn ultra long!! sigh. but it's okae i think. remember i am going marie france?? haha. kae. anywae. on mondae.. i'll be umpiring ALL the sec3 bball matches. -evil laughters- sigh. but i wanna plae soccer. wah kaox. damnit bored at home can.. ARGH!! got stuck at home!! cant go out!! sigh. sigh. sigh. sigh. sigh!! okae. go plae play station with my little brother. at least it's sth new.

BORED. BORED. BORED!! argh. the whole damnit world is like in town while i am rotting here at home!! sickening shit. sigh. wat can i do when i got dis poor little leggie to take care of. sigh. cant even plae games carnival. BUT!! haha. i sorta can walk alreadie!! hahahaha. yup! erm. kinda limp abit though. so happie. it's one step towards recovery!! fridae going to the hospital for check-up. hopefully the doc sae i dun hafta depend on crutches alreadie!! yeah!! haha. wadever. hmm. boredom is killing me!! i've been reading so many mags for the past few hrs!! erm. let me see. i read teens. teenage. cleo. her world. erm. yep. is dat enuf?? haha.

GOD!! I AM BORED!! - shrieks hysterically - i am going bonkas...

ouch! 8 needles this time!! yep. went acupuncture like jus now yea? sigh. cant plae soccer now. i am damnit sure. anywae. wuz staring at my beach volleyball and thinking of sentosa jus now. sigh. i wanna go! the other time i dint go lorx. left wif higher chi paper. yep. think i can do it though some teachers sae it's gonna be ultra hard. dunnoe. anywae. todae's paper jus totally suck. as in the ss paper. i jus give up. wat the heck. i dun seem to give a fuck abt it. anywae. jus hope dat i pass though.

hmm.. found this website by accident. serious.. haha. wadever.

oh no! bali wuz bombed!! so many ppl died!! i dint noe lorx. so poor thing. come lets pray.......

argh. think the acupuncture jus somehow sux. giving me leg ache instead! wadever. now i dun seem to be concentrating!! sigh. tmr is ss and i havent been studying much for it. think i am going to jus flunk it. heck. i dun care now. jus want my leggie to heal fro games carnival!! sigh. it seems dat i cant get well in time for it. how?? i dunnoe. heck. jus hope for the blardie ss test to end quickly. or i'll die... wadever. kae. get back to work.

ARGH. how to studie ss? oh almost forget abt emaths can. sigh. later going for acupuncture. hopefully can walk on mondae. yep. anywae. my leggie's not dat big alreadie! haha. wadever. oh. watched the 14th asian games highlights thingie. sadx. susilo lost to dat indonesia guy. cant help it. his opponent so strong! world champ i think. oh.. dat lili aso. poor thing. met gong ruina.. run round the whole court like mad. remy ong's back!! haha. wadever. okae okae. betta get back to work.

YIPES!!! haha. think i am crazie. sigh. time flies man. now it's alreadie end of the first exam wk. sorta larx. listening to blue's song now. keep hearing fuck [u]. dunnoe wats the problem wif my ears. anywae. think i betta go back studying. elit tmr. dun play play. haha. wadever.

sobx. last sat. which is like the 5th? the damnit ultra big glass dining tabletop drop RIGHT onto my poor foot! ouch! anywae. it's swollen now. like ba zhang. so big and bloated can. went to see the doc yesterdae. my capillary actuallie burst!! ohmygod! but betta den some bone fracture rite? anywae. i reallie pity yeeon can. hafta piggy-back me up so many flights of steps. sigh. i am reallie reallie sorrie. cos ahem. i am kinda heavy you noe. thanks anywae. shes reallie damn bangz. so strong.......

reallie reallie reallie reallie reallie hafta thanks everyone who came to my help. THANK YOU!! ahem. like.........manx. it's a long list! it's okae.. i shall remember all of u and give u all a little something kae?? okae! dat shall be it..

hmm. tmr e.geog. okae wish me gd luck kae. yar. and a speedy recovery too!! ohmygod! brenda actuallie gave me chocolate and a msg!! she dat kind of person aso will give ppl something wan meh?? sigh. anywae. betta den nothing.. okae. shall go studie...

phew. got home safely. argh. so hungry now. dint take any lunch u see. yep. oh no! it's growling! sad. no food at home. anywae. so impressed wif wat i did todae. practically the whole dae doing a maths. crazy or wat. argh. my head is bursting!! oh no!! 4 more daes to exams!! how? how? HOW? hmph~ havent finish studying yet!! wadever. time reallie flies manx. next yr i am like sec 4 alreadie? yea. so many ppl pon sch todae?? why didnt i pon too? sigh. den i would have ample time to studie!! sigh. but it's too late anywae. tired. nothing to sae. yep.

sigh. still cant believe it manx. i can get like so damn stress till i board the wrong bus?? gosh! wat wuz i doing manx? jus stone at the bus stop and suddenly saw a bus approaching and...BOARD! wat the.. anywae. guess it's becos of wat sushi said earlier. kaox. the whole dae wuz like listening to the teacher and concentrating. suddenly realised dat concentrating actuallie need soooooo much energy manx. i AM tired! oh. talking abt 'energy'. listening to their cd now. dunnoe wat the heck they were trying to sing. but heck.. i also dunnoe wat jay wuz trying to sing too. anywae. wenlin wuz askin me if i want to join some yoga or kick-boxing or some hip-hop stuff wif her at AMORE. sounds interesting but dunnoe if my mama allow not. sigh. think i shant think abt dis first. shall FOCUS on my studies. yep.

sad. havent been talking to my dear hweengee. i am missing her manx. sigh. wuz caught up in my studies lately...dats why dint talk to her. actuallie it's been some time since i last do anything else except studying manx. OH NO!! going to be some nerd!! ahem.. get a grip. sigh. feel like sleeping now. tsk! suddenly think edison's so damnit cute..yar..cute! haha.. he talk like a small boy!! look so innocent..but he's NOT!! he first fuck at like 15? dat wuz young manx. haha.. wadever. oops! sorrie wen and sui. jus mentioned sth not very gd abt ur darling ed. yep. wadever.

okae. going to have curry for dinner later. so heaty!! but it's okae. shall drink more water! hmm.. yar. message of the dae..DRINK PLENTY OF WATER!! haha.. okae?!