whoa. it's been ages since i last blog. erm.. i think. it's like six daes? yep. anywae. feeling damn bloated now. cos like jus finish eating my lunch? huh? lunch at erm dis time? erm. wadever. cos i like jus woke up 3 hrs ago?? =PIG!= it's okae. shit. slack for 2 whole daes. havent been doing much lately. suddenly feel so tired. oh. changed classrm on fridae. sickening shit. so cramped up there. but wat to do? the sch wants it dis wae. so..too bad. yep. *yawn* sigh. feel like sleeping again. but i cant. gotta studie. yep. guess im not going recess for the next whole wk. gotta make use of every min..every seconds to studie!! yep.

tsk tsk. nakata plaed yesterdae!!!! haha.. he's the one with the golden hair. stands out man. anywae. poor thing. karin wuz watching and wuz like telling me no one pass the ball to him. sadx. anywae. the score wuz 2-2. not bad not bad. yup. sigh. karin seemed so stressed out. =sigh. reminds me of myself like 2 wks ago. when i wuz feeling jus like her..i think. cos wuz stoning the whole dae and trying ultra hard to mug.= yep.

damnit! jus quarrelled with my brother over dis tiny..weeny bit of shit. wadever. and he jus stormed out of the hse and slammed the door like nobody's business. wadever. dunnoe wats his damnit fucking problem. sick of all dis shit. okae. betta get some work done. cant slack the whole weekend u noe. yep.

argh. damnit stressed. though i like studied abit? jus found abt something damn horrible. *sob* suddenly feel like crying AGAIN. PMS? er. i dunnoe. hopefully. er. todae suck AGAIN. wadever. i neva seem to be satisfied with my life. damnit. dats why it seems so miserable. sadx. wadever. think exams betta end soon. i had enuf of it alreadie manx. sigh sigh sigh. but i aso dun wan exams to end so soon. cos dat means training will start AGAIN. sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh. hmm. wad shall i do?

hmm. campaigning for han wan. wadever. cant believe i am doing dis anywae. neva been so interested with dis shit. anywae. dun intend to vote aso. all this all crap + rubbish can. wad ask us to vote. those blardie fucking arsehole teachers <esp. gigi wong> alreadie like decide the 2 damnit heads. so... wads the blardie fucking point? sigh. = school's full of rubbish =

sick and tired. guess dats all for todae. sadx. dint celebrate mooncake fest. anywae. saw the moon though. damnit round and bright yea. kae. lurve [u] with all my heart and soul. = muacks =

sigh. feelin damnit guilty now. stupid SUSHI!! damn her! make me stay back until like 3pm?? damnit! wadever lorx. she can go and die for all i care. some more make me rewrite my stuff. she mad or wat?? hmph~ shall take it easy. oh. [u] noe wat? todae i wuz like on my wae home and wuz like saw soooo many ppl holding the guides cookie tin? haha. i wuz one of them too! lame. wadever lorx. anywae. eating the cookies now. hmm... yum yum :). haha. yep.

OH SHIT! something freaky is abt to happen on ME!!! damnit. GROSS! im like having all the goosebumps NOW! dis is super bad manx.and everyone can like keep laughing at me?? how could [u]?? hmph~ do [u] noe my life is like AT STAKE?? = danger = sigh.

=headache=sigh.slept like 4am in the morning and wake up at like 5.30am?wow rite?sigh.tired.having all the irritating headaches.todae chem test..well..SUX BIG TIME!!sigh.wadever.okae.shant continue.eyes poppin out alreadie!anywae.jus did like 2 hours of maths wif [ka] jus now.=tired=

yep.it's another sat.wanted to like come online and update but couldn't find the time.thanks to SUSHI.anw.yep.went to watch 'so close' on thurs.kinda nice.wah~shu qi's figure is like wow.damn good can.I AM JEALOUS!heck.to get her figure means i hafta go on diet which i will neva do.on thurs. i wuz slap wif another cruel fact AGAIN.sadx.

phew.luckily todae's a sat without training.or i'll collapse.jus spend like a few hours sittin in front of the comp making my gbk.phew.jus finished it.it kinda resembles sui's wan though.hmm.nvm.at least it's done.yep.

think i am crazie.hate myself so much.wats wif me man.i dunnoe.seriously dunnoe.but heck.exams are coming and reallie reallie hafta buck up.my results have been deteriorating.sadx.wonder wats my problem.

yep.think dats all.take care peeps.cheer up.relax.[u] noe...it reallie breaks my heart to see [u] all so sad and troubled.hmm.dunnoe if my heart can take it not.yep.
[muacks] + gone wif the wind........

i am tired of life.tired of all the shit i've gettin all dae.tired of all the fucking arseholes fucking around me everydae.tired of all the tests and rubbish frm the teachers.tired of my fucking self.

damn those fucking idiots who have been messing up my entire life.LISTEN!i am so TIRED of these idiots.i am so damn fucking tired.

struggling like shit get free frm this damnit fucking tiring life.wat the.i had to get free.free frm all these shit.

i hate myself.hate myself for being so stupid.hate myself for being so naive.hate myself for being like an idiot.hate myself for being so indecisive.hate myself for deceiving myself for so long.hate myself for having a damnit serious PMS.hate myself for so many fucking reasons.

why do i keep thinking of [u]?[u] r seriously a distraction to me!!ARGH~stop thinking!*sob*

WOW!todae is like the first dae of term 4.damn fast can.anywae.DAMNIT.all of us kena scolding from sushi.she can jus FUCK OFF for all i care.i dun give a shit of wat she thinks.GO TO HELL.anywaes.hopes she sees this.she'll hate me more.yeah.wat the.how dare she fail my masterpiece??it's okae.shall show her i can do it manx.SICKENING!changing our places like tmr?i wuz hoping dat she'll jus leave it as it is.wadever!betta pray hard dat she doesnt put me behind.or i'll surely die.

hmm..EVERYONE OKAE?everyone is like damnit stressed up can.RELAX.but not too much.den [u]'ll end up like me.in a puddle of smelly shit.anywae.take care kae>>to everyone who is like reading this now.okae.suddenly think i shant depend too much on other ppl to mend my gbk.shall jus abandon it.but it's like so....sigh~dunnoe.

yep.bought the eminem cd.NICE!!hailie's sooo cute.."i think my dad's gone crazy~"heex.=)she sound so cute can.yep.think dats all.anywae todae kinda suck too.SEE.told ya.my life jus suck to the blardie extreme.yeah.
[muacks] lurve ya.

it's a sat.damnit!yesterdae dint go!hmph~reallie hate myself manx.anywaes.shall start studyin now.as in todae.wadever.oh.shant care abt my gbk anymore.gonna abandon it.*sadx*how?my hair pattern gone!it sux now canx!!AAHHH~wanna go sentosa!!damnit!hmm..sch's startin soon though.shall FOCUS first.wadever~i MUST GO!!kae.get a grip.hmm..trainin starts like so many wks later!!woohoo~sigh.i betta do something to my body.anywae.so touched canx.everyone's missing me.haha=)

oh.todae reallie sux.i actuallie went to dentist for tooth filling ONLY!!anywaes.still, i cant stand todae.reallie felt damn troubled.distracted.oh gosh.how am i suppose to studie in dis state?damnit!